I am trapped.

I am trapped but there are no walls, there are no fences, there are no grills. But still, I feel like I am trapped. I am bombarded by this feeling that I am being compressed into a tiny cube as the walls around me continuously shrinks and I am stuck in the middle. But there is no wall. It is just me. It is just my feelings. 
Why?
It is because of you. 
Technically not you, just your memories.
It is your memories that trapped me inside a wall that is full of your face, that face that I used to adore. Full of your voice that reverberates in my mind. Your chuckles that seemed a symphony I would beg to listen. It is your memories that made fences, prohibiting me to go out and explore the bigger world outside. Your memories caged me, with the thoughts that no one else would hold me, caress me, kiss me like the way you do. And it is your memories that jail me with you, the thoughts of you. The thoughts that maybe one day there would come a time that you will realize that you need me. 
That you would come back to me.
I wish it would happen soon.
I wish it would happen now.

- Kim Yugyeom