16^th June, 2019

‘Sorry Hyeran, 

just saw your 

message.’

‘I received the

 letter, what is it?

 Why did you send

 it to me?’

‘Did you open it?’

‘You wrote on

 the envelope

 telling me not

 to.’

‘Good girl.’

‘What's in it?’

‘I will tell you 

when to open it, 

then you can 

open it.’

‘So…when?’

‘I’ll tell you. 

Eventually.’

‘You said you 

wanted to go to

amusement park 

with me, but I’m 

really sorry I can’t

this month.’

‘I know,

 you told me that

 last time Oppa,

 I don’t blame you, 

I’m finding other 

friends to go with

 me.’

‘No don’t!’

‘I will go with you.

I gave you the time, 

in the letter, 

but don’t open yet, 

I’ll tell you when

to open it.’

‘Why make it

 mysterious?’

‘It’s fun, no?’

‘It is, 

I just don’t see 

why else you

 would want to

 do it, it’s so…’

‘So…what?’

‘So…like you.’

‘And what am

I like?’

‘Childish, 

sometimes.’

‘Like when

 you played with

 Mongyrong.’

‘Ah, 

I see you watched

that video of mine.’

‘I thought you’d

 give a longer video,

 judging from what

 you told me 

previously.’

‘Well, 

I thought about it, 

but then things

turned out this way.’

‘Did you like the video?’

‘Of course! 

Mongryong’s so cute!

 He’s got bigger

 hasn’t he?’

‘It’s just the fur 

that’s making 

him look big, 

we’ll give him 

a shave soon.’

‘Hope things will 

work out well 

for him this year, 

last year you

 hated his fur-style.’

‘Oh I’m not 

taking him to 

that saloon 

again.’

‘By the way, 

is it too late to 

answer your

question?’

‘And what question 

are you referring to,

Oppa?’

‘The one you posted

on IG yesterday. 

You didn’t think 

I’d go on IG now

did you?’

‘Well…

I really didn’t

 think much when

 I posted it. 

Why?’

‘The first thing I

do in the morning

is open my eyes – 

of course, 

how stupid of me,

well, 

after that I would

sit up in bed and

stretch about before

taking a shower.’

‘How would you 

have the energy

 to take a shower

 if you don’t drink 

coffee first, Oppa?

 I never quite 

understand people 

who can start a 

day without coffee.’

‘Well,

how would you 

have the energy 

to go to the kitchen 

and make yourself 

a cup of coffee first?

THAT I never quite

understand, 

wouldn’t it be quicker

to get yourself all 

awake by taking

a shower?’

‘Hmmm,

 I suppose so.’

‘Is that all, 

Oppa?’

‘What? 

Is our Hyeran

disappointed at

my answer?’

‘I…I can’t really

 say that, it’s just…

you know…

I know that already,

 I thought you’d 

tell me something

 else.’

‘You’re right,

I did leave out

one part – I think

of you when I 

wake up, every day.’

‘About?’

‘About…all the

things I want to 

do with you, 

going on a picnic,

on a hike, on a holiday,

travel around the world, 

just the two of us, 

going to zoos, 

amusement parks, 

aquariums…

The life we could’ve

had if we had chosen

to be together and

leave showbiz.’

‘Good luck on

 your solo, Oppa,

 never forget the 

passion you have

 for music.

 You have to give

 it all you’ve got,

 promise me. 

If not, 

I’ll never talk 

to you again.’

‘You know I’ll 

work hard…

but why?’

‘Because we gave

 up our love for 

you to thrive in

 your career, 

and I want it to

 worth the price.’

‘Hyeran ah…’

‘I’m sorry I made 

you feel like I’ve 

forgotten about you,

 Oppa,

 but I haven’t. 

Not one bit. 

It’s just…

never mind.

 My brother’s at 

the door,

 need to go now.

 Bye.’

'😘😘😘'

'Now you're making 

me want to drive

over to your place 

and kidnap you

from your bedroom

window.'