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DAY 2 : FOUNTAINS

SEUNGMIN POV

Today I woke up to the sound of birds chipping at my room balcony. I stretch my arms and stop when I notice hyunjin sleeping body.

I smile and face him. I quietly fix his hair around his eyes. I tap his beautiful nose using my finger tip.

And stop when my finger brush his inviting plumb lips. I swallowed.

I don't know why but his lips is so kissable. I was moving slowly when he open his eyes.

Immediately yank away. Gosh its so near he almost caught me. I think I'm gonna die.

I smile awkwardly when our eyes meet.

"Good morning" I say.

"Morning" he smile.

"Are you hungry?, I-I mean I can cook something"

"That's sound good lets go"

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As soon as we are in the kitchen, I'm starting to collect the ingredients from the fridge.

We are the only awake yet since our movie marathon last night finish late.

"Want me to help you"

"Aaah. Sure here hyung please scramble this eggs thanks"

While we both preparing breakfast. I remember that I fell asleep while watching the movies.

"Hyung! How do I get in our bed last night? As far as I remember I fell asleep last night on the couch?"

"Aaah. About that actually I brought you in our room last night"

"Hmmmmm.okay~ thanks hyung"

After were done we eat our breakfast silently. And we decided to take a small walk in our garden.

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We have a comfortable silence. At first I taught that we are going to be awkward but no were not.

We take a seat near a fountain. The blue sky is so beautiful and the air is so fresh adding the beautiful scenery in front of us. We can say that its so kinda  romantic.

I suddenly remember the other night. When changbin hyung told us that he was dating Felix.

"A-aah hmmmm hyung"

He look at me. Eyebrow rose while I am playing on the strings of my hoodie.

"What happen between you and Changbin hyung?" I ask nervously.

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Well as you can see. Aside from me being Hyunjin hyung ex. Changbin hyung and hyunjin hyung also date before.

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🕰 FLASHBACK 🕰

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Hyunjin hyung and I haven't met for almost a week now. He was kind of busy being a trainee.

I really miss him. But I do understand him and supporting him. This is really his dream.

Today was Sunday and I decided to surprise him. I cook some food for him and my friends whose also a trainee and put it in a lunch boxes. I know he haven't eat homemade food since he start living in jyp dorm.

As he told me they only have half day of training today. I go to their company and headed to the reception.

I called my best friend, which I also haven't met for a while. And told him that I came to visit. I also threaten them to not tell hyunjin hyung.

He fetched me from the reception and brought me to I assume the dance studio.

As I enter I've been greeted by my other friends but I did not see Hyunjin.

Felix told me that hyunjin and changbin hyung go to the convenient store to buy some ice creams. I nodded in response.

We heard a laughter outside the room and I am pretty sure that it was hyunjin.
As they enter the room my assumption was right.

He was with changbin hyung and he was too focus to notice me on the room. I kinda feel a little pain. Its been long since i saw him laugh like that.

I was too focused and didn't notice that hyunjin was going in my directions.

"Minnie, why didn't you tell me you will come I should have pick you up"

He hug me, but a very quick one. I sighed.
I gave him some of the food I cooked for him. Well let just say that I made a special one for him other than the food I gave my friends.

He share the food I made for him with Changbin hyung. That's what knew hyunjin didn't want to share the foods I always make for him. Even for his best of friends.

I just shrugged my thoughts. Maybe people change. Yeah people change.

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Every thing was fine for a while. Hyunjin made time for me. We make sure to saw each other at least 2 times a week. Sometimes we will be sharing and eating lunch together at schools. But most of time he's with changbin hyung making and composing rap songs.

Changbin hyung is a very talented person. And he was attractive as well. He has this kind of charisma that you really caught your attention. That's why when Felix introduced him to us ,hyunjin immediately want his attention.

He rap so well, which hyunjin find amazing and he wanted to learn from the eldest and changbin agreed as well.

I don't find anything wrong about it. And I am really thankful for changbin hyung as well. Because hyunjin really improve a lot.

And by the time goes by I also knew that one of my best friend Felix likes Changbin hyung.

Then one night Felix called me and ask me if he can stay in my house for a night. I agreed immediately because 1. Felix sounded unwell 2. When Felix ask for a overnight stay there's something wrong.

Once Felix entered my room he immediately hug me and cry. I'm trying to calm him down. The view is hurting my heart.

He told me that he confess to Changbin hyung but told him that he was in love with someone else.

I feel bad for Felix but I feel like very nervous at the same time. Like it feels like there will be something bad gonna happen.

Jisung, Jeongin and I was making sure Felix is okay, we also make effort to make him smile.

Its been almost a month now since that happen. And I notice that hyunjin and I was not seeing each other. And to make it worst we also did not even text or calling each other.

Our 3rd year anniversary was coming soon. I decided to plan a date for whole day to celebrate it. He also agree to it.

On the day of our date it start good, we decided to go to a amusement park. I really enjoy our date but from time to time hyunjin will always look at his phone.

Its already night. We take our dinner with this fancy restaurant. We ate our foods. And even share some stories on what happen on our lives.

I also said sorry to him on why I don't have time on him for a past month and told him the reason.

He look kind of suprise. But smile afterwards. Am I seeing the right things?

And suddenly someone text him. He reads it and laugh afterwards.

I ask him why is he laughing and told me that changbin was texting him some random and funny stuffs. I just nodded.

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As time goes by, I felt that Hyunjin and I was like having a wall. He was looking so distance to me like a dot fading away.

He was currently preparing for they debut alongside Jeongin,Felix,minho and woojin hyung.

While Jisung,Changbin and Chan hyung already debut last month as 3racha.

I feeling kind sad and depress. Because my friends and boyfriend was all busy now. I don't have someone to talk too.

And the graduation is so soon to. I receive a acceptance letter from the universities I apply for. I passed all of it. Including one university from LA.

I'm planning to tell hyunjin about this once we met.

As I was still pouting due to my current situation. I heard some of my classmate talking and gossiping.

"Wow look at this photos spearB and hyunjin looks good together"

"I hope they date they will be a powerful rapper couple"

I felt a pang on my chest. This is not happening.

I message Hyunjin and told him to meet me on a park at the fountain near my house. And told him that I will wait for him no matter what happen.

I don't know if he even read my text but I'm going to still wait for him.

As the sun goes down and the cold breeze of the night has come I felt so emotional.

I put my hands inside the pocket of my hoody. Its getting cold.

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Why did I not notice this sooner. Am I really am fool? What did I do wrong?

I was in the middle of my breakdown now.

When I saw a figure in the park.

What?
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Why?

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Hmmm finally a flashbacks.
I was listening to IKON-don't forget
While writing this. And I was kinda feel like crying.