Now I'm just looking after him, am I an angel? I don't know.

Am I still thankful?

Yes.

Disappointed?

Very much Yes.

I'm just hollow, I can't feel anything but I can watch people as they walk and talk. Sometimes, I hear what they say, other times, I can't but I only keep finding my way to him. He's not with Her anymore, he blamed her for things I can't understand, I heard him say "Why did you do that to me?" and "I don't want to be with you anymore" and I can see, he's sad and I approached him.

He can't see me, I know, he set in front of the stone where my name was written "Hello" he simply said, yes I missed him saying that, kind as usual

"I'm sorry" he continued "I was curious but I don't know why I believed what they said ... I should have asked you instead" he sighed "Even though I didn't know you that much, I wish I had, I'm glad that I gave you some sort of comfort though but I'm really sorry I didn't approach you" he set there for a while next to me, he set in silence for about an hour or maybe more, I can't keep track of time anymore  you know.

I was still thankful an even more thankful that he was still here but isn't it just too late? Now from this side, I can't say anything or do anything but I only wish him the best. I close my eyes as I left him standing there and everything suddenly got warm, warmer than I ever felt in my entire life, as if the spring's sun got ahold of me, it felt nice, I could feel my cheeks blush a bit just like I went back to life, but that's just impossible isn't it ?