Poor thing, he must have been taken aback by my sudden words yesterday, he passed by my side this morning in the university and gave me his warm Hello again as he walked by quickly and disappeared like air. I smiled but still, it was  awkward 

"Thank you for every Hello you said to me, Thank you for every warm smile you gave to me, Thank you for your kind looks and mostly Thank you for not hurting me. Ever since I was a child, people judged me, hated me, gave me weird looks, I never knew how it was like to feel those little warm things suchs as your smile and then you came along in my life. You don't even know me and yet, you brought me joy no one could ever do or was willing to, I fell for you just because you said Hello and smiled. I'm sorry for not taking permission and Thank you for what you have unconsciously done"

Those were the word I wanted to tell him but I couldn't so I wrote them down on my small copy book as the professor was saying whatever and I suddenly lifted my head, he was looking at me, a weird look on his face. He never stares, I do, but never once he stared back, I don't even know if he even noticed me staring before, but since he is staring, he must be thinking bad things about me and why? Well me saying bull yesterday is   definitely the answer.