Confrontation. II

Twisted Fate.
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Sehun's qoute:If you're giving your all to someone, and its not enough, you're giving it to the wrong person. Deception is something that can hurt you the most.  
Sehun's heart was racing as Kai held him in his arms, he wanted to forgive his friend but he didn't think he was ready to do that just yet. Kai pulled away after a moment and he cupped Sehun's face, Sehun subconsciously leaned into the touch without intending to do so. “I’m sorry.” Kai's words were sincere and the apology was thick with remorse, proving with the expression Kai wore. “I’m so ing sorry, Sehun, for doing what I did. I’m not even going to try and justify myself. I did something wrong and I’m really sorry. I hope you can find it within you to forgive me.Hun– I swear to God I've never wanted to keep it a secret from you.” "Then why did you?" "Your brother wanted to wait a little before telling you, he asked me not to tell you but I swear on my life Sehun I was tired of keeping it from you and I was planning on telling you today– but you already found out and I am so sorry for causing you such  pain even if It was never my intention to so, I am so sorry for everything Hun. Please" Kai pleaded desperately and the look on his face almost made Sehun to give in. Sehun heaved a heavy breath at his words. He knew, deep down, that they’re sincere and there’s honesty with every syllable. But it's hard to be okay with that, it’s hard to accept that they’re okay with just a few apologies and the feeling in his heart was stopping him from forgiving Kai, even if he wanted to do so. He gently pried Kai's hand from his face."I am sorry too Kai, but I can't forgive you right now, even if I wanted to do so" he told him truthfully. Kai sighed and nodded."I understand, I will give you the time you needed" He said and Sehun simply hummed. "One thing I know for sure is that even if I forgive you, we won't be how we used to be Kai" Kai blinked away the unshed tears in his eyes "No, no please Sehun, don't do this, tell me how to fix this" "We can't be fixed Kai, you've already damaged a huge part of our friendship.Breaking someone's trust is like crumpling up a perfect piece of paper, you can smooth it over but it's never going to be the same again." "Tell how what you want me to do please, do you want me to break up with Shixun? Will that make you feel better?, I swear I will do anything to make it right." "No Kai, I don't want you to break up with my brother. He makes you happy don't he?"Kai reluctantly nodded "then be with him Kai, i want you to be happy. I really do" Sehun placed a hand on Kai's shoulder to send his message. "But now I need some time– please go home" Kai was about to bend on his knees when Sehun quickly caught his arm, stoping him from doing so as his eyes widened at the realization of what his friend was about to do
"What are you doing?" Kai let out a broken sob."Asking for your forgiveness." "Kai I don't want you to kneel before me, where is your dignity, how can you do that for me?"  "I will do more than that, if it means I get you to forgive me" Sehun wanted to cry, he couldn't believe Kai was throwing away his dignity for him, how and why would he do that? It felt as if Sehun was more than just a friend to Kai, like he was someone Kai wouldn't live without, to go to such extent. The thought only hurt his heart even more."Kai please go home" was all Sehun said before he striding to his bed and lay on it. Kai stayed rooted for a few minutes and Sehun refused to look his way, he could feel Kai's gaze on his back, but he refused to give in to his desires. To just go and hug him and whisper 'i forgive you.' Another minute passed before Sehun heard Kai leaving his room without another word, and the moment Kai walked out Sehun heard his brother calling out for Kai, the foot steps stopped. "Shixun not now please" Sehun heard Kai said to his brother and he could here Kai's foot steps retreating.  Then the next thing he knew was brother entering his room. Sehun raised his face and looked at the younger for a brief moment before averting his gaze elsewhere. Shixun stepped closer and sat next to him.
"Sehun" he called.  Sehun raised his head and stared at his brother without uttering a word.
"I am sorry, I didn't know–" "Don't give me excuses, you can't do this to me Shixun," he sat up and turned to face his brother properly before he continued  "You knew just right how I feel about Kai, you knew the truth xun, you knew how much I loved Kai, I tried telling you many times but you kept cutting me off whenever I tried to talk about it because you knew what I was gonna to say " he took a deep breath and ran his fingers through his hair  "you know I love Kai but still you did this to me. So don't,–Don't shixun– just don't even try to justify your act by playing ignorance, you saw it in my eyes, you knew I had feelings for Kai, you just didn't want to acknowledge it" Sehun's whole body was shaking at this rate. Shixun shook his head and he had the audacity to look hurt."I saw how you looked at him. true, but I didn't know you had romantic feelings for him, I just thought you're so fond of him as a friend and as your platonic soulmate– I gave it a thought before confessing to Kai, I thought if you really had feelings for him why would you spend whole eight years with him without letting him know how you truly feel? It doesn't make sense to me" "Well guess what? It does make sense to me and everyone that knows how I feel about Kai, I was waiting for the right moment to tell him–" "I am sorry" "Your apology won't solve anything, so please stop trying" he turned his head sideway, just looking at his brother was making him angry– so ing angry. "How about I give up Kai for you?" Sehun had never turned his head to look at someone so fast like he did just now. "Are you kidding me?– no are you mocking me right now? Are you trying to show me how pathetic I am?" Shixun shook his head a few times."No Sehun, I would never do that to you, I just want you to be happy and forgive me for everything and if giving Kai up is what will make it up to you I am ready to do it" He didn't understand both Kai and Shixun, what was this relationship to them? A joke? Was this the way to show commitment? Why would they keep saying they would give up on each other just to earn his forgiveness? Do they even actually love each other? He wondered but he didn't voice that out. Sehun stared at his brother for a long moment, trying to read the other's sincerity, if Shixun was displaying a faux sincerity then Sehun must say the other was really good at it unless he was truly sincere about what he's saying. But Sehun doubted that."Do you really think I would be happy knowing I took Kai away from you?" "I took him away first so it's just like given something that I took back" "Kai is not a thing Shixun, he's someone, living person and you can't just play with someone's feeling like that, he's not a toy that you can just toss and pick whenever you want– do you even truly love him" he couldn't help but ask. "I know, I love Kai believe me, but you're are my brother, my flesh and blood, your happiness matters a lot" He wanted to believe Shixun, but something didn't feel right, Shixun never truly showed he cared ,"Why the sudden change?" "Huh?" "I mean you never showed you cared about me so why now?" No matter how Sehun did the maths he couldn't seem to get the perfect answer for why his brother suddenly cared, as far as he knew Shixun never showed an ounce of affection toward him or even care how he would feel about something. This was strange, weird and baffling. "I am sorry I never showed i truly care, but it doesn't matter because that's what i am trying to do now" "I don't want Kai, you can have him, besides it's you he likes not me and I am not so desperate to have him even though I truly do love him. just so you know." "True, he loves me, and we've shared very intimate moments together, but that wouldn't be a problem, I can cope with loosing him, and we can find a way to make Kai fall for you" Sehun used all his will power not to slap his brother across the face right now. Shixun was really tasting his patience, what did he take him for, did he look that desperate or something? –Intimate moments? What the hell did that mean? What did Shixun meant by intimate moment?."Intimate?" "Yes, I mean the and all" Sehun could have sworn his brother just smirked smugly. "Get the hell out!" He yelled. Shixun looked dumbfounded ."What why? What did I do? did I say something wrong?" He made a face and blinked a few times and Sehun was glad he just saw through his brother's pretence. It was just an act and Shixun somehow let Sehun see through it without intending to. You can't pretend to be something or someone you're not. "Just get the hell out of my room"  "I was just trying to help– I am sorry if I offended you in any way"  "Help?" He laughed bitterly "I don't need your help Shixun you go shove it up your " Yet again, Shixun had the audacity to look offended and Sehun scoffed."It's not wise to turn down someone who only have good intentions." "Good intentions?" Sehun shook his head in disbelief. "Out!" He yelled
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I can’t believe I haven’t read this yet and haehyuk as their parents this is so exciting
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Wait leaving the story cuz I didn’t start reading it yet but.. the authors name is soooo familiar.. omg this can’t be u.. 😳
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Chapter 34: I really love how consistent your stories are. It’s very comforting. Names won’t blow up your head.
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Chapter 34: WAHHHH SRSLY IM IN LOVE WITH THIS ANGSTY STORY
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Chapter 10: u BROKE ME INDEED
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Chapter 8: bRUH U AUTHOR U ROCK

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Chapter 5: GRR GRRR IM MAD!!!!
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Chapter 4: nO THIS HURTS NOOOOOO