Chapter 33

Letting Go (The Stray Kids Collection: Story #1)

When Athena reaches the first floor, the front door opens, revealing a distraught looking Felix. Her mother welcomes the boy, Athena still completely unaware of his presence. She whizzes past them, entering the kitchen with one goal in mind; to fill her stomach with food.

"Athena," her mother calls softly. "You have a visitor."

Turning around, only then does she notice Felix standing at the door beside her mom.

Athena gasps slightly. "What are you doing here?"

"I need to talk to you."

Anyone who had eyes to see would know that Felix clearly wasn't doing too well. The boy had been fretting over the issue since he spoke to Chan and Somi. In all honesty, Felix wanted to know the story in full. Maybe then he could finally understand what was going on with the girl and how to properly help her. For now, Felix settled for talking her into speaking to the group again.

"No," Athena says after a long pause.

"No?"

Athena's mom decides to take her leave. She squeezes her daughter's shoulders and sends a small smile to Felix before disappearing to another room in the house. Her mother knew they wouldn't need her. They were grown, supposedly grown too much. They could figure this out themselves. At least, she hoped so.

"Athena, you have to stop shutting us out!" Felix finally exclaims. "We can't go on like this."

"But I have to!" Athena feels like she's on the verge of tears, her voice cracking as she speaks. "I can't be associated with you right now or maybe even ever. If I do then you all will get judged and shunned, and then how could I live with myself?"

"How are we suppose to live without you?"

The room silences.

"We miss you Athena," Felix mutters. I miss you.

Athena shakes her head and turns her back to the boy. All she wanted was to get a snack and now she's being bombarded about here whereabouts in her friends lives? Maybe I should've just stayed in my room.... The girl already knew what she was doing was wrong, but somehow, wallowing in self-hatred and guilt made her feel like she was getting justice for Hyunjin.

Felix eyes her before speaking up one more time - one more time before he decides to quit, even if he doesn't want to.

"Athena, no one's going to shut you out. We're on your side no matter what. So if some person wants to judge us and say mean things then let them. That doesn't change how we see you, how I see you. You have to remember that."

The girl lets out a spluttering sigh and Felix shifts over to her, engulfing her into a hug. She sobs in his arms, much like at the grocery store. But this time, the tears are of understanding and hopefully, a leap forward from her sad state of mind.

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Y'all we are entering the final arc! I actually can't believe it :'(

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ShadedShadows
#1
Chapter 70: heh happy chapter 69 🤭

also good luck with your school stuff 🥰

hopefully one day Athena can realize she does deserve to be happy and be with people
ShadedShadows
#2
Chapter 68: Remind me how old they are? Surely Felix would be able to have a say in where he lives and who he lives with if it ended up going to the law...
ShadedShadows
#3
Chapter 64: wait i didn't think they did it until I saw your a/n
so they did it?? they really kissed? 🥺 it better not just be brushed off as the typical "it's new years so everyone gets a kiss of some kind" tradition, unless it's just here in the UK/England that the tradition is a thing
krisyffs6
#4
Chapter 22: Totally not me, being busy with school and forgetting to read this story 😐😂
And now I'm behind from everything! I want to read the other chapters but I'm TOO LAZY because I'm TOO TIRED! 😭😭😭
Soneforever2
#5
Chapter 43: This is so interesting , I am glad I found this story!
Sakura_99
#6
Chapter 29: Oh god this is getting me millions of different feelings at the same time.
Such a good story, keep it up <3
Renetta1
#7
Chapter 3: Oof~ This hit me where it hurts.
Renetta1
#8
Chapter 2: I'm very interested in this. And I'm definitely gonna check out some of those songs later.