Wonwoo is standing outside his door.

He tried all the way to contact Jeonghan but nothing happened.

He don't really know what happened back the day he was kidnapped.

He knocked.. and knocked.. and knocked but no one came to open the door. No Jeonghan open the door.
 

Jisoo and Jihoon didn't help either. They all tried to contact him but he's out of reach.

Wonwoo kicked it. Feeling frustrated.

He don't know what Jeonghan knew.
 

"Jeonghan!!!"

He shout from the outside but as the rain pour down on him.. still, no one came.


 

He went home so wet soak from the rain and no one dared to talk to him.
 

Not even his dad who knew he can't do anything about his son's misery.
 

Wonwoo thought after all that Jeonghan will be in his arms after the rescue but instead his boyfriend didn't even spare him a glance turning his back away from him.
 

He don't know what to do.

They don't either.

Everyday since Jeonghan is gone, he would spend the day longing for his beloved. Spending the day thinking about him.


 

Until graduation came..
 

Wonwoo never felt so sad like this.

 

"Hey bro.."

Mingyu tap his shoulder.

The cold giy didn't answer. They all sighed.
 

They are all together except Jeonghan.
 

They promise to spend a day on Seungcheol's family resort to sort things out.
 

They made fire and side around it. Sitting so silent.
 

There's twelve of them but they can't bring themselves to laugh. Not when they feel empty.
 

It's already been a month since Jeonghan never ever talk to them.

He left everything, everyone.

"I miss him so much."
 

Jihoon suddenly blurt out crying.

Seungcheol beside him caressed his back to comfort him.
 

The younger ones started crying even.
The bond between them and their angel is so tight that they can't help but to be sad.

"He didn't say anything about leaving. We saw his phone and a note saying don't wait for him.. He intentionaly left it."
 

Jisoo tried to explain.

 

On the other hand Wonwoo stood up and walk away from them.

They didn't bother to follow the latter, they know how broken he is right now. .

 

Wonwoo found himself at the very quiet and dark part of the beach.

There sat down..

 

Moments later, he cried again.
 

The thing that has been like a habit since Jeonghan left.

A habit of calling his name on his sleep, on looking for him on his phone, on asking himself why?

Jeonghan didn't give him a chance to listen and explain.

Though Wonwoo don't know about what made Jeonghan leave like that.



 

"Jeonghan.."
















 

"I pulled out the engagement already.. Im sorry for waiting this long son. They won't let you but when they saw how terrible you're in right now, they let Miso date another.."


 

Miso and Wonwoo are tied up in an engagement because of their grandparents who promise to arrange 
their eldest grandchild.

 

The fact that Miso and Wonwoo don't even know each other shows that they don't want it to happen.

 

They try to convince their grandmothers about it..
 

But they won't let Wonwoo and Miso cut ties. So the two tried to work the relationship.. that was even before Wonwoo met Jeonghan.
 

The relationship is visibly unhealthy.

Miso like her bestfriend who is also a female and Wonwoo like Jeonghan-
no scratch that. He's been inlove since the first time he saw him on bistro with his hair on a ponytail and some locks falling on his face.



 

Upon hearing his father's news.. Wonwoo couldn't help but smile but not for him. It's for Miso. Finaly Miso can now be with the one she really likes. Unfortunately for Wonwoo, Jeonghan is gone already.


 

He sighed for the nth time.

His father notice it.

 

"You really love him, do you?"
 

His father asked. Wonwoo's silence said it all. This time his father stood up and sit beside him before tapping his shoulders.



 

"We're going to find him son.. you'll be together again."

 

His father said as if sure that they will. Wonwoo found his hope on his fathers assurance.

He need to wake up. He need to find Jeonghan and that's what he will do.



















 

4 Years Later...








 

"Im sorry for coming late.. I've been so very busy today.. There's a road accident brawl that's why Im late.."

 

Jeonghan said immediately as he bowed to the preschool teacher.


 

"I understand.. though he fell asleep waiting for you.."

 

The woman said with a sad smile.
 

Jeonghan on the other hand sighed.

He excused himself to go near the mats inside the room. Then he saw him lying down sleeping peacefully as if the world is in peace.
 

Jeonghan felt guilty. He promised that they'll watch his favorite movie at home but he came late instead.
 

He picked the blue little backpack beside the sleeping angel before slinging it on his own.


 

"Baby wake up Dada is here.. "
 

He tried to wake him up but the latter just shrugged still sleeping.

 

"No choice.."

 

He lift his son who has his face now on his chest. He can hear the child's breath heavily..


 

"Aigoo.. he's tired. He played all day with his classmates.."

 

The teacher said as he lead Jeonghan and his son out of the colourful room.

 

Jeonghan again bowed his head as he said goodbye.
 

He walk to his car and place the kid on the seat behind his.

 

This time the kid wake up. He squint his eyes and blinks for a few times adjusting his sight.


 

"Dada.. you're late again.. "


 

Jeonghan felt pain when his son turned into a frown.
 

So he think for something to make him smile.

 

"Let's get icecream on the way home what do you think?"

 

The kid just nod but didn't smile.
 

Jeonghan think that maybe he's still upset but he's sure that his son will smile as soon as he gets a taste of his favorite.



 

They drive in motion and Jeonghan can already see the ice cream parlor ahead.



 

"Dada.. I wanna ask something."
 

Jeonghan look at his smart kid baffled by the sudden question.

 

"What is it baby?"


 

The kid sighed and still frowning and Jeonghan felt a little worried about the question..


 

"My classmates have their daddy on our family day.. Doesn't family means I'll have you and my dad on that day?"
 

Jeonghan remained silent.


 

"Hanwoo.. "
 

He somehow can't find the way to speak or even tell his son something.

He don't know what to say.
This is one of the day that he don't want to come.
 

The day where his son- who exactly look like his father- start asking things.


 

Once he parked his car.. Jeonghan soon open his son's door then Hanwoo jump off the car.
 

He notice his son's frown and the boy can't look at Jeonghan.



 

Jeonghan just grab his son gently and walk towards the shop.



 

He's right.. the moment Hanwoo saw the different flavors inside the shop he immediately jump up and down and starting to point what he wanted.


 

The kid looks very excited and his smile is plastered on his face.

 

The staff look at him and ask about his order and his son immediately tell them theirs..

Other people find it cute..
They even compliment him and how he look so adorable and handome at the same time.
 

Oh how much Jeonghan wanted to thank the Ice cream for being born on this world..

It always takes his son's frown away.

 

Nice job Ice cream!


 

They found a seat for two beside the window. Hanwoo is just a little kid that he can't climb on the seat alone so Jeonghan lift him to sit down



 

"So.. Do you like that flavor?"
 

His son answered enthusiastically.

The ice cream scattered on his son's face and it made him laugh but the kid didn't faze at all.
 

All he know is Ice cream's the best.
 

Jeonghan picked some wipes on his bag and clean his son's face.

 

They smile at each other before deciding to go home.

Hand in hand they walk back to his car and he let his son sit on the front seat beside him.


 

Making sure the seatbelt is on.



 

The kid doze off on the way home.

Jeonghan look at him.



 

He sure is a carbon copy of his father.

The eyes and nose are almost the same. Even the kid's coldness sometimes.
 

He remembered when he left korea and decided live his life away.

 

He made sure that his graduation won't be jeopardize there.

 

After the recognition he had.. He applied on a hospital and successfully entered.



 

But after two months of dismissing his morning sickness and trying to suppress his cravings Jeonghan learned about a life inside him.


 

He was depressed at first to the point that he almost lost the child.


 

Since then, he promise himself to play the role of a good parent.

 

Thenks to his new colleagues both of them were safe.
 

It was hard at first but whenever he hears his son's laugh, he knew that he's an angel.

But seeing his son now looking for someone whom he tried to hide for a long time breaks his heart.


 

He don't want to be unfair to his son but he can't help it.

His past still haunts him. Hanwoo has been his home.
His medicine, his healing, his life.
 

But whenever he remember that he can't give his son a whole and happy family, he always end up crying.
 

Jeonghan sighed. Maybe someday he'll tell Wonwoo about this but not now.

Not now.
















 

Jeonghan place his sleeping son in his bed. It's still early though so he run to his kitchen and prepared something for their dinner.

 

Rumaging on his pace to prepare something that Hanwoo would like.

His son love chicken and vegetables.

 

The kid grew with Jeonghan's everyday reminder that he needs to eat vegetables and fruit to be healthy.
 

Of course he's a doctor.
 

Dinner is ready and he was about to call his angel but a doorbell stop him.

 

Next is a knock on the door.
 

Jeonghan is not expecting some visitor so he stand there for a while before he sighed and finaly. He came to open it.

 

After dismantling some locks,
he finaly grip the door knob and open it.


 

What met him is a man taller than him.
 

A man standing so close in front of his door. His hair is jet black and he's looking down on his ground so Jeonghan didn't see his face.


 

But the moment their eyes met, Jeonghan wanted to melt immediately. His eyes widen and he felt his heart beating so fast.

 

He start to tremble inside. He can feel his knees turning jelly.

All he can utter was the man's name.

 

"W-wonwoo.."

















 

"W-wonwoo.."

 

Oh how Wonwoo miss his voice. 

He look at the other tenderly.

Until he can't take it anymore and embrace him..
 

"Jeonghan.."

 

He whisper on the other's ear as he held him tight on his embrace.


 

Finaly.

He felt his heart thumping so loud. He so damn happy. He even felt himself tearing up.
 

He savored the moment. Never wanting to let go. But to his dismay, Jeonghan pulled out from the hug.


 

But this time Wonwoo didn't his hands go. Though Jeonghan is pulling it away from him.
 

"Please let me hold you.."

 

He plead. Jeonghan sighed defeated.

It was so silent. Awkward. Deafening silence.
 

"We need to talk."

 

Wonwoo started.

 

"There's nothing to talk about."

 

"There's a lot we need to talk abou Jeonghan.  Why did you left?"


 

"Because I want-- need to."


 

"Why?"

 

Jeonghan then started to feel his heart tear up. Wonwoo with his pleading eyes is looking for explaining.
 

All the pain came back. Jeonghan knew he should have talk to him before but he just can't bring himself to do it.


 

Jeonghan was about to talk when a tiny voice came from behind him that made both him and Wonwoo stop.



 

"Dada Im hungry.."

 

Hanwoo walked to him and tug the hem of his shirt still rubbing his eyes because he's newly awake.

 

Jeonghan stood frozen on his face while Wonwoo can't breath on what he's seeing. He look at Jeonghan who is also looking at him..

 

"Who is he dada?"

 

Hanwoo asked again hiding from Jeonghan's behind.
 

They were both silent.

 

Jeonghan's eyes finaly tear up.



 

He knew exactly that this day would come but it came with him unprepared.

 

"Dada..."
 

Hanwoo called again.


 

This time Wonwoo kneeled down in front of the boy.
 

Trying to stop his tears.

 

"Hello there little guy.. What's your name?"


 

The boy look at him with fears and try to hide behind Jeonghan even more.

 

"Don't worry.. Im your Dada's friend. I won't hurt you.. What's your name?"


 

Determination is on Wonwoo now.  The feeling when he saw the kid was something he never felt before. .

 

"H-hanwoo Mister.."


 

Wonwoo didn't stop himself anymore.

He know where his name came from. The boy looks exactly just like him and he has no doubt that Hanwoo is his.

 

"Im.. Wonwoo.."

 

He look at Jeonghan who is still frozen on his ground crying not looking at them.

"Im your Dad.."

 

When he said that, Hanwoo smiled.

 

"Dada is that true?"


 

Said Hanwoo who is tugging Jeonghan's hem.

 

He look at his son, next is Wonwoo..

 

"Y-yeah.. He's your D-dad."



 

Wonwoo don't know what to do when the kid threw himself at him.
 

He felt so much happiness.

No one can describe how happy he is.
 

He hugged his son so tight.
 

And cried even more the moment his son said the words-


 

"I love you Daddy.."



















 

Wonwoo place his son- his son on the bed where Jeonghan told him so.
 

Smile not leaving his face. He still can't believe what is happening.

 

He slightly tap his son's thighs and kissed him on his crown before backing away.

 

When he do, he look at Jeonghan who is leaning at the wall near Hanwoo's room door.


 

"Let's talk Jeonghan.. Please."


 

Wonwoo plead. The latter sighed.

 

"Not here. Let's talk outside."


 

Wonwoo is determined to know all his reasons and he promised to get his angel back.







 

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Author's note

 

Hi guys! Thanks for the reads and subscribe and upvotes.

I was just going to tell you that there's a last remaining chapter after this.
 

Please also look forward for another story. And also read my Jihancheol fanfic titled-

'The suicidal Cheonsa'

 

Please have fun.

I promise to update the last part as soon as possible. Thank you!