Friend

Melancholia: The Act of Disappearing
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A/n: Man I'm so in love with BTS' comeback!! D: Like Bighit can take all my money!! I'm so bummed that their world tour tickets are sold out T.T Well, here's an update to celebrate Boy With Luv!

Jin sat there thinking for a while. Was it possible that Jisoo walked around with a mask? An unusual sentiment wormed its way into his heart. His fingers brushed over his shirt, unaware of the warm pain that flared in his chest. He couldn’t decide why it bothered him.

    It’s because of me. Because of what I did to her in the past…

The past was like a freshly sealed scar. One tear, and everything came pouring out. If that was how Jin felt, then surely Jisoo must have felt the same. Her eyes met his, and she gifted him a timid smile. A hesitant smile. A smile that was not real.

    It struck him that their friendship was nothing but a farce. It was nonexistent. And strangely, it hurt him. He had a deed to accomplish before he left the world. Taehyung clapped enthusiastically beside him.

    “Your friend’s cool,” said the dishevelled boy. Jisoo blushed while Seohyun nodded her approval. It was not long before they were packing up and leaving the building. JIn lingered behind, allowing Jisoo and Taehyung to lead the conversation. He watched her, surrounded by the colours of the sunset.

    There was something so tragically beautiful about the scene. The leaves of autumn that blended into the fires of the ending day. If endings were so beautiful, what would his turn out to be like? If he did not attain Jisoo’s forgiveness, then he could not rest in peace. The ocean bed would not welcome him with open arms, but with a cold, cold rejection.

    You’re just acting like she’ll forgive you straight away. Jisoo never once ratted on you in the past. You hit her, sabotaged her things and tried to set her hair on fire. You’re a worthless bastard.

    “Well, Seokjin?”

Jin blinked. He realised that Jisoo stared at him. “What? What was that?”

    Taehyung’s grin was lopsided. “Would you guys like to crash at my place sometime. We can talk to ghosts?”

    Jin tried, in fruitless effort, not to push the boy aside. “What gives? We’re hardly friends. I just picked you off the streets.” When Taehyung’s eyes glittered, he rolled his eyes. “Never mind. Okay fine.”

    Jisoo giggled. Jin held his breath.

Taehyung just asked me over...with Jisoo! When will I ever see her by myself, and tell her how sorry I am?

Irene’s face assembled in his foggy mind. To establish a connection, you have to pour your heart and soul into someone else.

They walked towards the train station. Jin fished in his pocket and lend Taehyung some money. It was good riddance that the boy was headed towards someplace else. But it was also a problem. He and Jisoo sat on a bench, wallowed in silence. People ran amuck, evidence of time appearing faster than their young lives. Jisoo fiddled with her school bag. She sighed a few times, her eyebrows furrowed.

    “You play well, “ said Jin. He desired anything to break the silence. “Really, I’m impressed.”

    “Thank you,” she said. She avoided looking at him. “Taehyung’s nice. Where did you meet him?”

    “It’s a long story.” He was not about to tell her that Taehyung was a thief. And an utter nutcase. It was just his luck that he attracted the wrong kind of attention. From a cult-like maths club, to a hyperactive girl that dyed her hair blonde, to a thief who claimed he spoke to dead people. Jin cleared his throat, running his hand through his hair.

    “Will I see you again? Next Monday? At the ramen place?”

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harleykwynn #1
Chapter 11: I miss reading your updates, author! Hope you are doing well and staying safe!! Pls tell us how you’re doing once in awhile :D
harleykwynn #2
Chapter 11: I love the progression of this story!
anitaklr24
#3
Chapter 11: The flowers and the teddy bear were for each other right? I mean Jin and Jisoo.
Jin is making new friend, but he doesn't realize that.

He is getting jealous of Jisoo and Taehyung friendship. Hope it doesn't cause a problem between them.

I am looking forward to the next chapter!
Take care!
Hugs ^^,
anitaklr24
#4
Chapter 10: Hope Jin can feel that there are people who care for him.
Lisa is a good friend.
I don't know what will happen next after what Seulgi did, but it looks like Jisoo will see that Jin is sincere about being her friend. I don't know if I make sense. jajaja

I am looking forward to the next chapter!
Take care!
Hugs ^^,
tashajayy #5
Anyone knows the writer's wattpad id? I found one, gaksitalGaksital2 but it has been deactivated. I know the writer stated to email for link but I didn't found any way to contact ?
anitaklr24
#6
Chapter 9: It looks like Jisoo is trying to be near Jin, and somehow she told Jin that she is going to be there for him unconsciously.

I want to know more about Jisoo, her inner thoughts.

Have a great day!
Hugs ^^,
anitaklr24
#7
Chapter 8: Hope Jin can find a way to show how sincere he is about being Jisoo’s friend, and Jisoo can forgive him.

Have a great night! Hugs ^^,
anitaklr24
#8
Chapter 7: What a good way to introduce the character one by one.

I laughed when they were talking in the train.

What is the story of the ghosts?
Maybe Jin and Jisoo are feeling the same.

Have a great day!
Hugs ^^,
anitaklr24
#9
Chapter 6: It looks like Jisoo and Jin would be able to be friends if they continue sharing time together.

I think that if Jin told Lisa about his past, she will accept him because he is her friend.

Hope everything is good with you!
Have a nice day!
Hugs ^^,
snowflake16
#10
Chapter 5: So many bullies everywhereeee! I wanna know why bae bullies Jin. I'm sure he's got a reason