I'm Afraid of Losing You

The Ice Prince and The Narcissistic Cheonsa
"So ... What do you think?" Joshua curiously asked to Jeonghan who was still muted after they witnessed such a dramatic scene earlier.

Jeonghan only hummed,

Joshua then sighed,

"You didn't expect that? You've been quiet since we saw them."

Jeonghan stopped walking, he only looks at Joshua,
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"What?" Joshua raised a brow.

"Junhui eyes were ... Full of pain,"

"Do you pity him?"

Jeonghan looked away,

"Do you think ... Cheollie will despise me, hate me, leave me if he discovers that ... I'm his childhood friend who left him a long time ago?"

"I don't know, you don't have to tell him."

Jeonghan bitterly smile,

"Of course, I won't let him know."

Joshua sighed again,

"Stop thinking too much, okay? Right now, Seungcheol loves you, so everything will gonna be alright."

"Yes, I know Joshuji."

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Hao, how can you treat me like this?

Hao, Hao, Hao, Hao!

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'M SORRY!"

*Open eyes*

Pant. Pant. Pant.

Minghao pressed his palm on his forehead, he's sweating hard,

"That dream again ..." He mumbled,

He let out an exhausted sigh,

"I really ... Didn't treat him well already from the beginning."


*Flashback*

"You ... Will you stop writing my name everywhere?"

Minghao was really pissed and had enough to this guy's bull. His friends were already making fun of him because this guy keeps on writing his name to his belongings. 

I mean, have you seen Wen Junhui's notebook, bag, pencil, ballpen, eraser, and even his shirt has Minghao's name on it. It is like Minghao own his things and not him.

So today, Minghao decided to confront him.

"Please restrain yourself in the future. Your thoughts were disgusting enough. Just please, please don't write my name everywhere."

"O-okay," Junhui quietly response.

"Good, I hope you really understand, I don't want to become a laughing stock along with you."

Junhui only nodded,

"I'll go ahead,"

Minghao turn his back and left the classroom. 

He sighed,

He doesn't really know what's wrong with that guy? Why the hell is he doing all of this?

Come to think of it, he didn't remember talking to him even once. So how come that  was too obsessed to him?

"So ridiculous," he exhaled.

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At the basketball court,

"Xu Minghao! Oh my God he's really cool."

"You're so handsome!"

"Minghao you're the best!"

"Go Minghao! Go!"

"KYAAAAH!!!!"

"Minghao you bastard why are you still posing like that shoot the ball!"

"My fangirls were cheering, I just want to give them what they deserves."

"Oh please! Stop showing off and start running,"

"Hehehe ... Okay,okay,"

Junhui pursed his lips,

"Xu ... Minghao,"

It's been ... A year since he fell in love to the guy. He's still ... Shining in his eyes.

"I know I'm different from everybody else. There are ... Some who has the same feelings but the gender is not. There are some with the same gender but the feelings are not. Maybe, I'm what they call ... Abnormal,

I'm different that's why ... He can't accept me."

*End of Flasback*


7:42pm

At Jeonghan's condo unit,

"What's wrong? You've been clinging on me since we got home," Seungcheol asked Jeonghan.

He's currently making their dinner,

"I'm always clingy on you."

"I know, but you doesn't look okay."

Jeonghan started shaking his head,

"I'm just afraid to lose you, " he suddenly confessed.

Seungcheol stopped stirring the soup, he can't help but to crack a smile across his face once he heard Jeonghan.

"I'm not going anywhere, I promise."

"Promise ..." Jeonghan mumbled.

Seungcheol hugged his Cheonsa, gently giving him a kiss on his forehead, Jeonghan closed his eyes, feeling the warmth of his boyfriend.

He feels at ease whenever Seungcheol was beside him.

"Han ah ..."

"Hmn?"

Do you want to go out?"  Seungcheol suddenly asked.

Jeonghan nodded weakly, hugging Seungcheol tightly,

Badump. Badump. Badump.

Seungcheol blushed, he's still blushing despite being with Jeonghan for quite long now.

"You're still cooking,"

"I-I'm almost done, let's go out and see the stars."

"Okay," Jeonghan smiled.

But, I'm the one whose afraid, really afraid to lose you, Yoon Jeonghan.

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At the playground few blocks away from the condominium.

"There's a lot of stars tonight, they're beautiful," Jeonghan amusingly said, looking up the sky.

The two were sitting on the swing while eating strawberry flavored popsicle.

"Are you feeling well now?"

"I'm okay, you're just worrying too much."

"You're the one whose worrying too much."

Jeonghan giggled, Seungcheol smile.

*Silence*

"Cheollie,"

"Hmn?"

"Do you ... Still remember your childhood?"

"Hmmm ... Not really, that was a long time ago, I actually can't remember anything."

"So you really can't remember me?"

"Huh?" Seungcheol turned to him, looking at him puzzled.

Jeonghan only smile,  his popsicle.

"When I was young, I promise to someone but ... I ended up breaking my promise to him and now, I didn't know if ... He could forgive me," Jeonghan suddenly confessed.

Seungcheol stared at him for seconds, Jeonghan looks like he really regret breaking his promise to that person.

He suddenly feel jealous towards that person, if Jeonghan didn't break his promise to that person, will they be together?

But then, of course he doesn't want Jeonghan to know about what his own thoughts and feelings.

"Do you ... Have a reason?"

"Reason?"

"For breaking your promise?"

"Y-yes ..."

"Then that person will understand if you just explain it to him properly."

"Y-you think so?"

"Of course, you're Yoon Jeonghan, nobody can't say no to you."

Jeonghan suddenly chuckled,

"You're also saying that now, huh!" He said squishing Seungcheol's cheeks.

"Han ah!" Seungcheol pouted.

"You're really cute,"

"I'm not a baby."

"You're my baby," Jeonghan winked.

Seungcheol face flashed,

"S-stop it!"

"You're blushing," Jeonghan teasingly said.

"I-I'm not!"

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"Wonwoo ah! The tall, handsome guy was here again."

Wonwoo immediately let out a big sigh once he heard what his coworker said.

Why this big puppy keeps on visiting him at work?

"Tell him I'm not here!"

"Yeah I told him you're here,"

"What!?"

"Don't be too hard to him, he's been pursuing you f--"

"He's not, okay?"

Wonwoo gave his coworker a flat face,

"Fine, fine, just go out there to see him, Manager hyung really likes him since he orders a lot and gives big tip," his coworker wink.

"You guys were the worst,"

"Hahaha just go and see him now."

Wonwoo sighed, he doesn't know if Mingyu was just playing around or what, since this isn't funny anymore.

"He already knew about my feelings for him and yet ... And yet he still ..."

Wonwoo finally given up and decided to go out to see Mingyu.

"Wonwoo ah!"

Mingyu's face immediately brightens up once he saw Wonwoo went out of the kitchen.

Wonwoo gave him an awkward smile and said,

"You're here again ..."

"Yes, I just missed this place suddenly."

Wonwoo inner self: You just ing here yesterday!

Also Wonwoo: He missed this place and not even me?! Wow what a jerk.

"O-okay," he laughed awkwardly.

"Wonwoo ah ..."

"Yes?"

"Actually, I'm here because .. It's actually about the ... Date,"

Wonwoo choked,

Why is he bringing up that date again?

Well, he really didn't went to that date that Seungcheol and Jeonghan set for them before, because what the ! He still want to live and that date will definitely cause of his death.

He's sure with that.

"What about it?" He decided to ask.

"I ... Waited for you that day ... But ... You didn't come."

"Eh?"

His eyes widen,

Mingyu weakly smiled,

IS HE ING SERIOUS?

"Do you hate me that much?"

Eh? Eh? EEEEEEEEEH?!

W-w-w-w-w-why is Mingyu suddenly asking him this?

Hate? Mingyu? How can he hate the person he loves the most?

"No! I-I-I-I just ... I just ..."

He swallowed hard,

"Wonwoo?"

"S-s-sorry ..."

"Huh? Why are you---"

"I didn't ... Hate you,"

"Really?"

Because I love you,

How he wished he could tell him that straight to this handsome guy in front of him.

Mingyu then smiled upon hearing what Wonwoo said,

"I'm glad to hear that, I thought you already hate me."

Wonwoo shook his head,

"Then, can I asked you properly now?"

"Huh?"

"Can we ... Go out on a date tomorrow?"

SILENCE ...

EEEEEEEEEEEH?

D-D-D-D-D-D-DATE???

Mingyu suddenly looks down when he didn't hear Wonwoo's response,

"So it's still a no?"

Wonwoo snapped,

Mingyu laughed awkwardly,

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't asked you out."

"N-no, I accept it okay!"

This big puppy, he knew his cute face is my weakness.

"Really?" His eyes sparkled,

Wonwoo bit his bottom lip, he doesn't know if he should shake his head or nod.

But, he ended up nodded.

"Oh thank you for giving me another chance, Wonwoo ah!"

"Hahahaha yeah, hope I won't regret it soon."

Mingyu suddenly pulled him into a hug.

Badump. Badump. Badump.

NOOO MY HEART!!!

Wonwoo: Huhuhuhu why am I even doing this for him.

Author nim: Because you love him heheheh

Wonwoo: It's all your damn fault!

Author: Why do I feel like someone also told me that ... Déjà vu ...

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The next day,

"Oh, Mingyu ah!"

Seungcheol frowned once he heard Jeonghan called that name,

"Kim Mingyu ..." He gritted his teeth.

What the hell he wants early in this morning? He thought,

He decided to leave the dishes he's washing and went to the door.

He saw Jeonghan talking to the tall guy. He cleared his throat,

Jeonghan immediately looks at him and smile, Mingyu bowed his head.

Seungcheol only nodded,

"Cheollie, Mingyu was here to ask you to help him prepare lunch for Wonwoo,"

"Wonwoo?"

"They have a date later!" Jeonghan beamed clapping his hands together in excitement.

Seungcheol: So, this jerk doesn't like Jeonghan anymore?

"Hannie ah, you're really beautiful today!"

Seungcheol: Or not, he still like my Han ah, this jerk!

Seungcheol face sour again,

Jeonghan didn't bother to answer Mingyu's compliment as he told him to get inside so they could start preparing Wonwoo's lunch.

"I want to help you guys but you know I'm bad at cooking so I just hang out with Joshua until you finish cooking. Bye Cheollie!" He pecked Seungcheol's cheek.

Seungcheol smiled at him,

"Where's my kiss too, Hannie ah?" Mingyu asked playfully.

"What did you said?" Seungcheol asked looking at the sharp blade he's holding.

Mingyu laughed nervously,

"Oh come on, are you sure you're going to leave me to this guy, Hannie ah?"

"He's my boyfriend, you're safe with him."

Safe? Mingyu thinks sharp blade where not safe.

"I'll come back before lunch, enjoy cooking, bye!"

"A-wait!"

Mingyu was about to stop Jeonghan from leaving but it's too late.

He swallowed hard, looking at the murderous guy beside him.

"I won't kill you unless you start flirting with MY Han ah again," Seungcheol only said started chopping the vegetables.

Mingyu sighed in relief,

"Thank you,"

"I'm helping you because Jeonghan asked me to, also ..."

He stopped chopping the vegetables and looked at Mingyu straight in the eyes.

"Don't hurt Wonwoo, I'll definitely kill you if you do," Seungcheol gave him a warning.

Mingyu doesn't know if he supposed to run or stay since he thinks Seungcheol really wants him dead.

But then,

"He's like my real brother, he's special to me too. I can't bear to see him crying," Seungcheol confessed.

Mingyu's eyes started soften after hearing what Seungcheol said,

"Let's make delicious food for Wonwoo." Mingyu grinned taking the meat out of the grocery bags.

Seungcheol smiled,

"Okay ..."

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11:49am

"You guys already done cooking?"

Jeonghan looked at his surrounding only to find Seungcheol cleaning the kitchen,

"Mingyu already left?"

Seungcheol only hummed, Jeonghan offered him a hand.

"Han ah,"

"Yes?"

"I hope their date will be okay."

Jeonghan cracked a smile,

"They will be okay, trust me."



Late update again, *sigh* I want to have time to finish this story at once but I don't have that damn TIME, specially when the company rely on me too much. 

I wrote few stories before, will post them in AFF soon. I was already planning to start writing Welcome Home Master book 2 but for now, I just want to finish this one. Hope I really can (┳Д┳) 

PS: Can you give me some ideas for Meanie date?

ARIGATOU! (T▽T)
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Seungcheolness #1
Chapter 19: Holy is tbis e?!? urghghhhhhh. It kinda stitch up things to why his mother left.
kaname30yuuki
#2
Chapter 21: Gonna miss this for sure...another good story has ended
myhearteuattack #3
Chapter 21: The story was unique and I love it
myhearteuattack #4
Chapter 21: Finally a happy ending I'm really happy I've been reading this story for quite a while now.
GoddessHannie
#5
Chapter 21: It's heartbreaking I'm happy it's a happy ending to them ❤
strawberryjeonghani #6
Chapter 21: NOOOOOOO THE END!!!!
fujoshi_17
#7
Chapter 20: YOU!!!!!! PEDO!!!!!!!
breadtalksugar #8
Chapter 20: poor jeonghan lemme hug him tightly
myhearteuattack #9
Chapter 20: Why do I love this chapter so much? Does it mean I'm a psycho now????? (,,#゚Д゚)