It was a summer night,like always ı was sitting in a bank while listening to BTS SPRİNG DAY.As always ı was in depression.because ı had never met with them. Neither my parents let me to meet them nor had we enough money. I always think that theres no justice in this world. Again there were tears in my eyes.

When ı decided to go home ı heard a teribble voice. Immediately looked where it came from. There was an accident. A great porcshe crashed to a tree.As it was late no one was there. I started to run to that place . there was only one person in the car but the moment ı saw the driver ı was shocked and sat on the floor for a minute.It was Tae, ı couldnt believe in what just ı saw. How that think happened to me ? I started to cry and called his name TAEHYUNG OPPA are you ok? But he was fainted. I picked up my phone and called 911.

Three days passed after the accident. The hospital became my home. I was asking his situation to all people ı see and sitting next to his bed all the time. Doctors were asking me about his family, ıwas really tired of giving answers. His phone was broken. And menajer or family members were not seeing my e-mails. So ı decided to wait for him to awake.

In the forth day in hospital I woke up earlier, ‘’I feel better today’’ said to myself. Tae was sleeping. The man ı dreamed of every day and night was in front of me. I was able to meett with him. But this wasnt the thing ı wished for. He was lying on the bed as a dead person. I began to talk with him by myself:

‘‘Oppa ı really wanted to see you so bad. But not like this. I wish that was me who is lying there. I can’t bare to see you like that. Please wake up,when will you gonna wake up ? They say it will take time. I can wait for you here forever. In that moment sth touched my hand. OMG ıt was my babe. He was awake finally. I saw his beautiful eyes looking at me. I was happy like hell. I was screming for nurses and doctors.

‘’Be quiet please’’ he said with a low voice.

‘’Oppa are you okay? How are you feeling ? do you have pain ? ı asked so many questions like that.

‘’IM ok’’

‘’ ı tired to communicate with your parents but your phone was broken ım sorry ı sent e-mails but none is anwsered yet. Btw, what were you doing in Phoenix? I thought you were in Korea’’ gosh ı probably made him uncomfortable, ı was talking so much.

‘’Actually it’s better for them not to know what happened to me. Fans or members will get crazy. Lets remain this as a secret between us’’

Between us. He said between us. I need to be calm.

‘’ But they will learn in the end. ‘’

He tried to get up but then he moaned with pain. Seeing him like that kils me.

‘’Oppa they said you shouldn’t stand up for a week. You not only broke your leg but also you have an issue with your spinal disc. But they say you’ll be okay. Glad to god’’

‘’Will ı ever be able to dance again?’’

That question broke my heart.

‘’ı dont know ı’ll ask them. But you will. I believe in you oppa. You ll be ok.’’