Wheein's POV

It was 2 in the morning I was on the phone with Hyejin,both of us couldn't sleep worrying over Byulie unnie, messages arrived to both of us from Yongsun unnie saying that Byulie unnie left in the middle of the night usually after their "little" arguements, Byulie unnie would come to me and open up about what had happened between them but not this time 

WH: Hyejin ah I think it must've been a huge fight Byulie unnie wouldn't usually this.....

HS: relax Wheein ah I'm sure she'll turn up

WH: I can't get a hold of her she wouldn't do this unless the problem is huge

HS: Wheein ah this is Byulie unnie we're talking about she'll turn up somehow from somewhere stop worrying so much plus she's a grown woman i'm sure she can handle herself  

*The bell rang*

WH: Hyejin ah can you hold on....someone's at the door

HS: who the hell is at the door at 2 in the MORNING?!

It was 2 in the morning I'm not expecting any visitors I went to the door and to my surprise she was right in front of me hair and clothes soaking wet, eyes puffy i guess from all the crying and her body stench of alcohol she looked defeated 

WH: Hyejin ah I'll umm call you back 

HS: YAH JUNG WHEEIN WA....

i hung up the phone without even listening to what Hyejin my best friend had to say 

WH: Unnie.....

MB: Wheein ah.. 

WH: come in unnie you're soaking wet wait lemme grab you a towel wait here 

I ran inside my room grabbing the cleanest towel I can find under my piles of clothes and when I came back outside to hand Byulie Unnie the towel my heart just dropped, the sight of her looking at the reflection of herself of the closed I handed her the towel and streams of tears started coming down her pink cheek seeing that she was broken just hurt me I don't know what happened between Yongsun unnie and Byulie unnie but i do know that these past couple of days their relationship haven't been all unicorns and rainbows at least thats what Byulie unnie told me 

MB: Wheein ah....she broke up with me 

her voice cracked as she said she was trying so hard to hold her tears back but she couldn't 

WH: Yongsun unnie broke up with you?

I couldn't believe my ears they've been together ever since we debuted they loved each other dearly how was this possible Yongsun Unnie would never....right? I mean they had petty little fights but these days it would turn in huge arguements to the point where they wouldn't speak or look at each other either way I mean still they love each other Yongsun unnie loves Byulie unnie right?

MB: Wheein ah is he that special? for her to even destroy everything we build together?

Byulie unnie turned her head towards me her red swollen eyes pleading to tell me that it's not true that it'll all be back to normal 

WH: Unnie this is Yongsun unnie we're talking about...no matter what in the end you guys will solve and over come these problems cuz you two love each other

I tried my best to comfort her but every word I choose it's still vulnerable to her 

MB: Wheein ah....does anyone even love me? 

Her words, it just made my heart drop it broke my heart so much to see her so hurt like this, why would she say or even think that when everyone loves her when I ..... 

No Jung Wheein she's Yongsun unnie's girlfriend you're not supposed to feel this way 

WH: Unnie of course everyone loves you....

MB: what about you Wheepup do you love me?

of course I do unnie but we can never happen and you can never know 

WH: of course I do you're my sister, my member 

LIES! 

i thought to myself what I'm saying my own words made my heart ache 

MB: not like my sister, i'm asking if you love me like how I love Yongsun unnie?

Yes, I do....

WH: Unnie YOU are drunk

*Phone Vibrating*

*INCOMING CALL YONSUN UNNIE*

WH: unnie wait I need to get this...

I was getting up from the couch but she pulled me down and stopped me from answering the call, she took my hand and held it on top of my head while she sat on top of me 

MB: you still haven't answered me... so do you?

she asked me without hesitation, looking right into my eyes waiting for my answer.. the answer that I could never say, no matter how much I wanted to 

WH: unnie I really need to answer this call

MB: you can answer it after you answer me I just want a quick answer YES or NO?

unnie you're making it really hard for me to forget about you

WH: Unnie you're making me uncomfortable

she gave up and let me go, I guess what I said hurt her but I didn't want her to get hurt because of me OF COURSE I wanted to tell her I love her how I still love her how I crave for her touch how much I wanted it to before

MB: you know what just forget it

WH: unnie....

MB: i think I should go

i needed to stop her I knew if she walked out now she's not going home she would just walk around near some dangerous place and drink some more i'd rather she be here then be somewhere where I'm not

WH: Unnie wait.....

she stopped her footsteps 

MB: then tell me do you?

WH: If i tell you will you promise me to never do this again 

MB: yes I promise you Wheepup

I'm sorry Yongsun unnie 

WH: yes I do

MB: what? what did you say?

she turned around facing me not believing the words I just said asking me to say it agian

WH: i love you Moon Byul Yi....i still do and i think in the future I still will cuz no matter how hard I'm trying I'm not forgetting you 

as I answered her she was just frozen right on the spot she didn't know what to say, tears started forming in my eyes cuz i know this would never happen, in my dreams if I had confessed to her we would be together but this is reality we won't we never will cuz she loves Yongsun unnie and she'll never be mine 

WH: Unnie please stop appearing right in front of me please stop making my heart flutter please forget this and please just go back to Yongsun unnie 

I pleaded to her to go back to Yongsun unnie to leave me behind to just get out of my sight but she wouldn't move she just stood there unable to process my answer 

MB: Wheein ah....

she finally spoke out but I couldn't look at her I didn't want her to see me cry I just didn't want her to look at me 

MB: Wheein ah look at me....

she said lifting my chin up delicately and our eyes met no words were needed and we knew what we were feeling

she leaned in and gave me a peck on my lips my eyes widened at her sudden action and in my heart I wanted to kiss her back but its wrong 

WH: Unnie I'm sorry I can't do this

MB: Wheein ah....please 

her voice was so soft,  I've never seen this side of Byulie unnie she knew that I was weak she knew that I had a soft spot especially for her...I held her hand leading her into my bedroom I pushed her down to make her sit on the side of my bed then I sat on top of her and with my arms around her neck I whispered into her ears 

WH: Unnie i'm all yours

Then she slowly leaned in..our lips finally meeting again the feeling was different this time, the kisses were delicate and soft we wrapped our hands around each other's bodies like we were never gonna let each other go then she slowly led herself down on my bed and flipped me over...her hand on my waist at first but then slowly roaming around my body carrassing my thigh with her hands slowly going up but then she stopped

MB: Wheein ah I know I'm rushing you into this but...are you sure?

i stopped myself to think about the people i might hurt if i go through with this but I didn't care because when I looked deep into her eyes her sadness it was gone and that's what I wanted, the sadness to be gone and for it to stay away although my way of making it go away is not pleasing to some people but I didn't care I would do whatever it takes for it to stay away no matter what, my mind was saying no but my heart was screaming YES I knew if I did this everything would change and half of me wanted to stop but I couldn't because I knew I was in too deep or maybe half of me wanted it to happen and I knew I wanted it to happen especially with Byulie unnie, all that time I was saving myself maybe I was saving myself for her