Taeyeon is looking at the ceiling, before drifts her eyes to the clock on the wall. It’s already 1 AM, yet she can’t even close her eyes. She’s fidgeting because nowadays she always sleeping with someone, Jessica or maybe, Zero

The moment before, when Jessica said that she loves Taeyeon, is the moment when Taeyeon feels like she’s breaking apart

Jessica’s eyes looked hurt, that’s the last thing Taeyeon wanted to do after she realized that she loves Jessica so much. Like Yoona said, Jessica is different but Taeyeon likes how Jessica is being herself

Taeyeon sighed again, thinking about what should she does on the next day

Taeyeon wakes up at the right time and going to her small bathroom at her room. Her head still spinning, since she can’t sleep comfortably last night. She’s opening the door when Jessica already stood in front of it

“Sica?” Taeyeon smiled, at least the first thing she saw in this morning is Jessica

“Umh… I…” Jessica smiled nervously, “I prepared the breakfast and will be going for work”

“Okay…” Taeyeon nods, but when Jessica was about turned her body, Taeyeon pulls her by her wrist and hugs Jessica

“Tae…” Jessica whispered, because she feels Taeyeon is sad, “Tae, what’s wrong?”

“I’m sorry…” Taeyeon mumbled while snuggling into Jessica’s neck, “I’m so sorry”

“Tae… It’s okay, I just…”

Taeyeon pushed herself and placed her arms on Jessica’s waist. She looks at Jessica’s baby brown eyes and smiling

“I will be helping you with this case, Jessica. Please don’t pushing me away again. I know I’m at fault but, I love you. I’m only love you”

Jessica mirrored Taeyeon’s smile. She’s leaning closer while wrapping Taeyeon’s neck with her arms

“I love you too, I said it tonight” Jessica pecks Taeyeon’s lips, “I was thinking the whole night and I realized that… I took the wrong choice by pushed you away”

Taeyeon looking closely at Jessica’s face, she’s using her usual make up and it can’t hide the swollen eyes of hers. Taeyeon caressing Jessica’s cheeks, her thumb is brushing below her eyes

“I just can’t sleep well last night” Jessica muttered, “Guess that I’m not the only one who think it hard”

“Hahaha” Taeyeon chuckled, “Well, thanks for the breakfast and…” Taeyeon leaned closer to pecks Jessica’s forehead, “See you later”

Taeyeon is looking for something at her drawer in the office. If she’s not mistaken, Tiffany once sent her a postcard while the American girl had her holiday. Taeyeon took one of her books while the postcard falls from inside

“Good” Taeyeon looks at the address, “I’m sorry Tiffany. But you put me into this mess and I will be the one who cleaning it, with the support”

******

Because of lack of sleep last night, Jessica feels so dizzy. Moreover, the suspicious purchase already heard by the shareholders. Most of them want the case to be solved as soon as possible, since it takes more than months to be handled by the directors of Blanc & Eclare

But one thing which makes Jessica happy today is the visit of Leo and told her about the reporter

“I told the head of chief, we will be filling lawsuit if the reporter still having his job” said Leo

“I heard their magazine is known by the gossips and false rumors” Jessica added, “Hae In Oppa told me yesterday”

“Indeed, they always played with dirty tricks or blackmailing people. I’m sure the magazine will be digging through Taeyeon’s past to find the bad things and make it for weapon”

“They are underestimating Blanc & Eclare” Jessica chuckled, “Thanks, Leo”

“You are most welcome, Noona” Leo takes his documents and stands, “Anyway, the Finance Department still being cautious on Taeyeon’s brother and dad. They are so suspicious”

“Well…”

“Noona, you can dig the information. I know you can”

“I’ll give a try”

Jessica continues her work until the work office is done. She was about to pack herself when she’s stumbling

“Oh no…” Jessica supported herself by her arm. She leaned on her mahogany desk and sit back again. She decided to call Chansung, then dr. Lim for having a visit tonight

“Lack of sleep, low sugar and low blood pressure” said Juhwan while looking at Jessica’s cart. He’s writing some medicines to the receipt and handed to Jessica, “Give it to Chansung. Also, I hope you don’t take Xanax or Zoloft again. That’s not good”

“Yes”

“I will arrange the check up of withdrawal issue, maybe next week” Juhwan writes again, “It’s been 6 month and you need to check again”

“Yes”

“Did you tell, Taeyeon?”

“No, not yet” Jessica sighed, “That’s not a big deal for her”

“It’s a big deal, Jess” Juhwan moves around his swivel chair, “Last year, I found the worst episode of your withdrawal and I won’t make Mr. Jung being panic again”

“Doc, I’m fine. Really”

“I know. But, Taeyeon need to know”

“I’ll tell her at the right time”

“And please don’t waste your time until I need to give you Zoloft or Xanax again” Juhwan giggled

Jessica bids her goodbye and opened the door, to be greeted by Taeyeon. Well, she’s not telling her fiancée about her visit and Jessica is sure Chansung is the one who tell her

Taeyeon is looking straightly at Jessica and sighed, Jessica knows she’s upset

“I just felt so dizzy and unwell, sorry for not calling you” Jessica strides closer and hugs Taeyeon, “I’m fine”

“I can drive you here” said Taeyeon, still upset

“Sorry…” Jessica mumbled while snuggling, “I’m tired…”

“Let’s go home” Taeyeon pulled from hug and pecks Jessica’s temple. She takes Jessica’s hand and let the younger girl leaned her head to her shoulder while walking to pharmacist

“Sica…” Taeyeon called her fiancée while hugging her. Jessica is dead tired like she said, let Taeyeon lifted her to the bathroom until the bed

“Hmm…”

“I found Tiffany’s address”

“What?” Jessica suddenly rose up from her position

“Geez” Taeyeon pushed her down again, “I will give it to you, but now sleep”

“I can have it now and tell Leo for tracking it. It will be…”

“Sooyeon, sleep”

“Tae, it will be so fast and…”

“No” for the first time, Jessica can feel Taeyeon being stern to her. She sighed and hung her head down, just like a child

Taeyeon saw Jessica was shock because of her stern tone, but really, at some points she needs to control her

“I’ll give it to you, tomorrow. Now, just sleeping. You are tired, okay?” Taeyeon asked while pushed Jessica’s back to mattress, hugging her and kissing her forehead lovingly

Jessica sighed but she nods anyway, this is the first time she sees Taeyeon is using the authority on her words, while usually she’s being easy to Jessica

“Promise?” Jessica asked

“Promise, Princess”

On the other day, Jessica will wake up and immediately prepared the breakfast. But for this morning, she takes her time by looking at Taeyeon’s sleeping face. The sharp jawline, small nose and plump lips. Jessica’s favorite is Taeyeon’s onyx eyes, moreover when Taeyeon looking intently at her

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