I take Taemin’s sweater and cap off and put it back on the sofa. It’s past 4 AM now. I only have a few hours before going to work so I lay down on the sofa so I won't disturd Taemin sleep. After a few minute past, I give up on sleeping. I get up take shower and get ready to go to the office. I’d making a simple breakfast and put it on the table. I ate a little and left noted before off to work. Today I have very relax morning. I stop by at the coffee shop and have some coffee on the go. Today the weather seem so pleasant and nice too. I take my time so I take subway instead of taxi.   “Hello....” I answer my phone without looking at the screen.   “Where are you?” I heard Taemin’s voice.   “I’m going to work now.”   “So early it’s just at 7AM. Are you had difficult to sleep?”   “Yup....”   “Then you should go rest not going to work.” Taemin said and the train is here so the sound a bit loud.   “Are you at subway?”   “Yup.”   “YAH! You should take my car. Why are you exposed yourself like this? Is there anyone with you right now?”   “I’m not alone, Taemin. The subway is crowded and I can’t even sit.” I said.   “Jinja? You're not lying, right?”   “Of cause, I'm not. You should sleep more. Don’t worry too much about me. I’m not a child anymore.”   “You’re not a child but you still making me worry sick. You should.......”   “Tae-ah...” I called him with calm and soft voice. I hear him stop talking and he let out a deep sigh instead. I smile because I know calling him with his nickname could give him this effect, a calming effect.   “I will meet you tonight?” I asked him.   “I'm might be late....”   “Araso. Talk with you later.” I said.   “Ok.” He answered and off the line.   **** It’s been a month since Detective Kim is working as my PA. On his 1st day of work he started looks around the threaten letter and all suspicious gift that I received. We stuck at the same place without any leads even my relationship with Junyoung got nowhere. I’ve been busy with my work and Junyoung busy solving cases and leaving Detective Kim by my side. We try to look natural while going out on a date but we end up doing the same thing over and over again.   I try my best to cooperate with them as long as they restraint Taemin to access on my case. They also won’t brief Taemin and they only share the basic information with him. I don’t want Taemin to get involved on my case for his own good. I don’t want to put him in danger. If I could I don’t want him to stay close with me. It makes me nervous and worry about his safety.   “You’re not going home yet?” Detective Kim Taehyung asked me. He just passes me a document for tomorrow meeting and invitation for next week function.   “You can go first. There is something I need to finish now.” I said and took a glance at him. He standing in front of my table while hold a black folder. He still standing there without moving an inch.   “I think I couldn’t do this work for so long..... Lucky I’m not a real PA.” He said make me stop doing my work and look at him. Surprise.   “Why? Did something happen?”   “I always thought working as Detective is tiring and hard but working in the office and has a boss like you is more tiring.” He said with a little smile. I could see he's tired too.   “Did I give you too many works? Is it hard for you?” I asked while looking at him. I felt sorry and guilty too.   “Do you notice what time is it now?” I take a look at my watch on my wrist. It’s past 9PM now. I gave him a little smile, guilty.   “You spend most of your time in the office staring at the computer, don’t even think about eat or drink. Don’t you feel tired or hungry?” He asked.   “I don’t feel hungry as long as I have sweet coffee or drinks...... but I do feel tired.” I jokes a bit make Taehyung smile.   “You can continue your work tomorrow.” He said and I nod. I know my work is never ending even though I sit down here all night. I take a glance on the screen before look at him again.   “Araso...give me 5 minute.” I said. I save my work and shut down the computer. Tidy up my table and put the document Taehyung pass me just now in the bag.   “Is Junyoung coming tonight?” I asked since Taemin can’t make it tonight. He has show outside of Seoul. I glad he is not with me tonight. He messaged me to tell me he will be very late so he asks Taehyung or Junyoung to company me.   “Yes. I think he’s there by now.” Taehyung said and I nods.   “I think I should buy something then.” I said make Taehyung smile.   “I notice your fridge is empty. You never cook at home?” He asked make me giggle in guilty.   “It’s rare for me to eat at home.” I said and the past memories come to me. I think since my parent died I don’t cook or eat at home and most of the time I will buy food or order for delivery.   Taehyung send me until my car. He will follow my car from behind until I reach my home safely. That’s what they do every day. Taemin will come and only then Taehyung will go back. Junyoung will stake out outside my house or on standby at the station. I think tonight is the first time for Junyoung to stay in with me. It will be super awkward.   I park my car in the garage and walked to the front door. Slowly I walked up the stair while looking down on my feet. I feel very tired tonight mentally and psychically. There so many things in my mind right now. Almost all important events come back to back. Not only that, I also need to meet a few new investor from overseas too. It’s the busiest time of the year. I feel the breeze playing with my hair so I look up.   The night sky is clear tonight. I can see some star and the weather feel a bit cold too. I pull the jacket tighter around my body and I tuck my hand in pocket.   “What are you doing outside?” I could hear my mother voices. I smile by myself. Glad that I still could remember her warm voice. I always take my time to go inside if the weather is nice like tonight. I like being outside then cooped inside.   “Feel the wind....” I always answer her with this and she will smirk at me. She always doesn’t understand my term of words that I used but she just accept it and play along. My mother is very supportive person and understanding too.   “You should born as a bird or butterfly next time so you could play with the wind.” She teases me.   “Ani... I will born to be your daughter again and again.” I said and look behind me. Wish to see her there but there is no one. I stand there for a while before going in.   I open the door and delicious smell hit my nose. I take my shoes off and go to the kitchen. To my surprise I see Junyoung is cooking. I just stand there for a while watching him cooking. It’s been a while I smell something delicious when I came home. This warm feeling makes my heart fluttering. I’m touched with his kindness. I saw Junyoung turn off the stove and looks at my direction. Saw his bright smiles remind me of my mother.   “You’re home.....?” Junyoung said. Before I never know the word ‘you’re home’ could make me feel so happy and flutter too. I felt like I really did coming home after for so long. That simple word also could bring tears to my eyes. Since my parent dead, no one ever say that to me again. I feel glad to be ‘home’ now.   “Go change your clothes and we will eat together.” He said again. The same line that my mother always told me. My vision become blurry not because I feel unwell but because my tears well up. I take a deep breath so I could hold it in.   “Araso....” I answer but I sound nonchalantly. It’s not because I don’t thankful for his effort but because I felt awkward and surprise too. It’s the side of Lee Junyoung that I never expect of. I turn around to my room direction but after taking a few steps I look behind again. Junyoung continue setting the table. Without saying anything, I just watched him for a moment then I go inside my room to change my clothes.   “Have a seat.....” Junyoung told me when I come back to the dining table after taking a quick shower. There is nothing special on the table but why I feel warm and touched. Junyoung cook egg rolls, spicy Kimchi stew and beef bulgogi. I look at him then smile again.   “Thank you for the meal.....” Junyoung said and scoop a spoonful of rice and put it in his mouth then he had stew too. I could see he eat well and he look cute like that. Looking at him enjoy the food I could guess it must be taste good. He look so adorable when he enjoy his food remind me of our 1st date.   “Thank you for the meal....” I said and eat too. Just like how it looks like, there is nothing special in it but it does taste good. Both of us enjoy the food silently.   After dinner, I do all the dishes since Junyoung already cooks for us and that the only thing I could do very well. Junyoung sit down at the dining table cutting the apples and melon. The silent between us grow awkward, I wonder what should I’m talk about. I look over my shoulder to check on him