The First Chapter.

United States has got to be the dirtiest place I have ever been. Even though I have not been in another country. I know it is.

People only thought about a few things, I realized there are five main things that was the most common which are , money, food, dogs, and sleep. In the exact order. Every single time I see a person, if it isn't the first one, it would be the second, or the third, or so on. It can get tiring how you hear someone thinking out loud of how they want to get into someone else's pants, how they want to bathe in a tub filled with bills, how good they find In n Out, how cute that husky was, how many hours they'd need to sleep in order to get through the day.

Back when i realized i could really hear someone’s thought, it was fun. It was sneaky for me to know what they want to say even before they say it. It was funny to hear someone’s thought then hear them lie about it after. It was fun for maybe a year or two but then when i started hearing those nasty thoughts about inhumane things, that is when things haunted me.

I couldn’t get through the day without hearing the neighbor’s loud manic love making, nor the thoughts of the step dad wanting to kill the children of his wife, or the woman planning the death of her husband, or the kids having demonic thoughts while high on whatever drug they took.

It would take me a day to calm down.

It was a nightmare.

I tried telling my family about it but guess what they said. “Jessica, you have to visit a doctor.”

That was when all hell breaks loose. That was when i realized that all the thought my family had that i had ignored were true. I realized i was adopted. That i wasn