The Soloist Chapter 14

Breath

The breaths that I will take today

The places that I will rest in today

"Every units go to each sections, stay alert and keep on instruction!"
"Yes Sir!"

I’m living like this today

"Blue unit is here, Section 2 is confirmed CLEAR, sir!"
"Copy that! Keep moving! Move move!"

 I can not be afraid, just like you

On a day like today

"cloud unit is here, target has been seen in the section 3! Repeat, section 3! We need more officer, sir!"
"Blue unit move to the section 3!"
"Blue unit is moving to the section 3, Sir!"

I’m living that day

On a night like tonight

DOR! DOR! DOR!

"WE NEED MORE OFFICER IN SECTION 3!"

"Delta unit asks for a permission to back up in section 3, sir!"

"KEEP IN INSTRUCTION! Delta unit keep in instruction to bring the hostages out!"
"Yes Sir!"

If I can hope for things I can’t

If I can not be afraid, just like you

DOR! DOR! DOR!

In a shape that’s a bit different from others

"It is weird, all the hostages have been found so easily, while section 3 is full!"
"Cloud and Blue are there, but seems that it could be worst than we expected."
"Something is wrong, here.."
"CODE NINE! CODE NINE! SECTION 3 IS OUT OF CONTROL, WE NEED MORE OFFICER, SIR!"
"HOLD ON! ALPHA UNIT WILL BACK UP!"

On a day like today

When old tears that I thought dried up, flow again

"What do you mean with Alpha, Hyung?"
"Can't you understand? It's mean both of you, Gikwang..Dujun.. GO TO THE SECTION 3 NOW!"
"What? But.."
"When Delta unit arrived with the hostages, all of you should go to the section 3 immediately!"
"But you are the one who said that something is getting wrong, right? We can't leave you behind with the hostages alone!"
"Gikwang-ah, am i looked like a fool?"
"What?"
"Its right, All that i always do with you is joking. So you might seen me as a fool."
"What? It wasn't mean like that hyung..you did so much things with us, taught us and help each other. You are best officer that i knew.."
"So why don't you go and following my instruction?"
"It just..."

Breathes

Like the birds that fly

In the endlessly far sky

I don’t wanna look back

"Delta unit is here Sir! 11 hostages are safely rescued, asks for more instructions Sir!"
"Delta unit will be under Alpha to back up in Section 3, Yoon Dujun officer will be give you a command!"
"But, How about the hostages, Sir?"
"Leave them to me, they will be safe. NOW GO!"
"But.."
"LEE GIKWANG OFFICER...let's go, keep in instruction!"
"Dujun-ah.."
"GO!"
"YES SIR!"

The breaths that I will take today

The places that I will rest in today

I’m living like this today

If only i am not leave him..

If only i keep with him..

If i was stronger, 

So...

DOR!

I Might not seen that

DOR!

Stop it..

DOR!

I should stop him

DOR!

YANG YOSEOP!!

The dreams that I dreamed last night

That I left on the bottom of my bed

Covers my exhausted heart

As I close my eyes, it’s alright

"Dujun-ah, are you okay?" Thank you, Gikwang-ah
"I...i am okay, what time is it?"
"Um.." he is looking to his phone " 2.30 am."
Oh, i get up to have a proper sit and looking around, there are no one else beside us. Of course who will be stayed for a whole night at the police office.
"Is that..your nightmare again?"
He asks me straight. He usually so slow but for some aspect he will be the first to know, like others feeling..he will be the one who realize it first.
"It is too embarassing when you said it as a nightmare."
"What's wrong with that? Is a police officer doesn't allowed to have a nightmare?"
"No..just everything in our life as a police officer...could be a nightmare."
I could hear he was sighing. "Anyway Gikwang-ah, why don't you go home? What are you doing here?"
"As same as you did, find some informations, we are partner right? We are alpha, just saying"
"Yes...alpha unit" i said it, almost murmured
"Okay Alpha Go, is that...still bothered you?"
"Alpha Go? What is that?"
"Because you always have a good plan. So Alpha Go, is it...him again?"
"What do you mean?" I'm pretending
"You know it very well, Dujun-ah. You scared me when you yelled his name, just now, how could you didn't know about that?"
"Seems that i can't hide anything from you, huh?"
"Hm..you can called me genius for that one."
"Even though you are the slowest one?"
"YAH!"
"Okay, honestly  .. it  comes so often nowadays, from a blurred scene, like an incomplete picture, to the most details one. Until i remember everything..everything that happened at that night..do you ever felt the same thing?"
"No, but i can't bear with it. I know that you always bothered by that. Especially whenever we come to Mrs. jeong house. Although that we dont even come in, but you always so ... yah how could i say, hm..pitiable?"
"It can't be helped Gikwang-ah..i always feel so much guil