Another frustrating day..

So yeah, I've just finished my meeting with that girl producer and I'm really not in a mood right now..

As of now, I'm waiting here inside my van to my manager coz i commanded him to buy me some coffee.

But then i noticed that there's someone familiar walking towards the motorcycle beside my van.

Is this the producer that I've talked earlier?

I changed my position to see her clearly and she has a annoyed face. Is it because of me? 

What was her name again? Soo? Sooyoung?

Yeah right..

Sooyoung sat to the motorcycle and start to slap herself. Not literally a hard slap okay?

By the move of , i know she's saying something but I can't figure it out.. Until Manager came.

"Here is it,Jessica" He handed me the coffee

I took a glance outside the window first to see what she doing. And she already wearing her jacket.

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I slammed my self at couch and start to surf something on the internet into my laptop. Again, i have a lot of news rumors or so whatever

Both negatives and positives. While my bestfriend,Tiffany is full of positive comments and news at her. But it's okay. This is me

Anyway, I'm Jessica Jung. I'm 25 years old and I've been staying in Idol's life for about 12 years now.

Yeah, i trained when i was 7 years old and debuted as a solo artist when i was 13.

I'm a singer and also an actress. People called me as a skeptical person and i know, i am like that. They also call me ice princess, as usual.. 

As i started to read some people mean comments at me, a one comment caught me and i think this is my anti-fan website?

"I think Jessica Jung denied a variety show again. I saw her with the '2 nights adventure' show producer. She always did that!"

I scoff after reading it and read the replies from it

 They are so updated than myself

"How could you knew it?"

Yeah, how did she knew?

"The producer has a facial expression which is where you can see the answer"

stupid reasons.

I let out a sigh and closed my laptop... I look around and i know Manager Oppa is not here anymore. So, i decided to get up and took my coat,mask and cap.. 

This is my routine everytime i got stress with everything. Why? I hate being on this situation, that's why this is all i can do. Walking outside in night

It's already 11:30pm.See? I'm already immune with not sleeping early.

Minutes passed, I reached the park. I walked inside and sat at the swing. And here i am again, thinking about my past

'Daddyyyy!!'

'Aha! I got you my babyyy!'

'You're the best dad!!'

I smiled with a tear