I wish i could go back in the time, Just to see my parents for the last time

I couldn't say goodbye, Its hard to move on without them.

Why didn't it now take my life away ? 

~

'' Jonghyun ! i'm going to work, i'll be back at 8:00 PM ! bye~ ''  

'' Bye... ''

This was the only thing he said to me, Its always the same..

* RingDingDongDing* 

'' anhyounghasaeyo ? ''''

'' Ya hhh! its Leeteuk ! get your here now ! where going to trow a big party, my parents aren't home so ! come here quick '' 

'' Sure.. i guess '' 

- 20 minutes later -

i don't know why i'm going, But i have nothing else either so yeah..

'' JONGHYUN ! what took you so long ! '' leeteuk's screamed from afar while drinking beer, He's totally drunk..

'' YAH ! don't scream so much, its annoying..''  i said to him, without looking at him and just walked to the livingroom

Its smells like the death here.. 

'' Hey pretty boy wanna have a good night ? '' that voice was similiar..

i turn around:

'' Sin se kyung.. what do you want now ? '' i don't even know why she is my girlfriend..

'' Oppaa ~ let's go upstairs, leeteuk probally won't mind kekeke ~ '' i didn't even answerd and just walked off

'' YAH WHERE ARE YOU GOING ?! i'll SOMEONE ELSE IF YOU DON'T COME BACK ! '' scream what you want woman.. everyone i don't care..

i had enough.. its getting boring.

'' Leeteuk, i'm going home man and your home smells like death, everyone is trowing up in your livingroom.. '' and with that i walked to my care

this

- 5 minutes later -

* BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM CRASH * 

                   *Tuuduuu duuuu tuuuu*

'' W-wtf.. just happend ?! '' damn my head.. HOLY I DROVE AGAINST A TREE ?! MY CAR !!! ...

A officer walked to me.. arhh not again.. !

'' Sir ! can i check you lincinse ? '' stupid officer..

'' Here '' i showed him

'' hmm.. can i have a little test with you ? ''

'' What ? ''

He took out a small device.

'' Blow here in '' what tha does he wants from me doesn't he see that i just drove against a ING TREE ?!

* blows *

'' Mister, you have been drinking alcohol and your driving ?! see this is what happends when you do this '' off man.

'' I just had a couple drinks so what..'' 

'' Sir, i'll have to take you to the police station. '' 

WHAAAT ?!

'' OFF MAN ! ''