If only I told you how much I love everything about you,

you probably wouldn't think that your lacking and unlikable.

If only I told you how much you mean to me,

you probably won’t think that you're worthless and insignificant in my life.

If only I told that I can't live without you and how much I need you,

you probably won't  had any thoughts of leaving me behind.

If only I threw my pride away,

you wouldn't had blamed yourself for everything that happened between us.

If only I was honest to you at the very start and told you what I truly feel about you,

you probably be holding me between your arms by now,

whispering sweet words and i love yous on my ear,

be wiping all my tears away by now instead of lifelessly laying down on your hospital bed fighting for your life

If only I was there for you and kept my promise to always be on your side, you wouldn't have tried nor had any thoughts committing suicide

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