Their lips were so close, so close that if one of them dares to move a single muscle, their lips would touch. Jaemin knows better to stay still, even if he's dying to feel the other's lips against his because he knows, he ing knows that one wrong move could be the end of everything that was going on between them, and that scares him.

" Jaemin, " the older whispered softly, lips lightly touching the corner of the younger's lips and making him shudder.

Jaemin inhales sharply; His grip to his self-control is slowly slipping away just because of the slightest contact. Few more push to his buttons and about to go nuts, no .

Keep it together, Jaemin. He's just testing you. This is just one of his small stupid tests. You've come so far, you can't fail, you can't-

" Na Jaemin. " Renjun whispered once more, this time with a peck on his chin.

Well , he's already too weak to fight the urge to give in. He's been holding back for far too long; he's had enough

Jaemin leans forward, softly crashing lips onto the others. All the feelings he was trying so hard to avoid starts coming down all at once.

The only thing he'll probably regret after this is not doing it earlier