“Thank you..for coming into my life. I'm going to miss you.." 

..so bad.

He added to himself before he breathed to keep the tears from falling, luckily, he still has little control over himself.

"Remember that I'll always support you, even if now, I'll have to do it from behind. I know you can do well, hot Joy!" A forced smile was on his face, one that didn't reach his eyes.

She was sobbing, still, and that made it harder for him to swallow the lump in his throat along with the tears. "You really like making me cry. I hate you."

But I love you.. The words he's been keeping his mouth from speaking, were being uttered by his mind.