wonwoo

"hey"

"oh you're here already" 

"yes, sorry did you wait for a long time?"

"nah just arrived 10 minutes early"

"your habit is still the same, arribing earlier than what time we agreed"

"hahaha, not mu fault your always late"

"and that make me feel bad"

"well yeah right, you should"

"yah!" he shouted and i laughed

"so how are you" 

"here fine, how 'bout you?"

"well yes, i'm fine too" he said and we both smiled

"hyung, i"

"won, i'm sorry"

"no hyung, i wanna ask why did you do that?"

"you know why i already explained."

"that of a text was not an explanation hyung you know that. and know please answer me" 

"...." 

"i deserve an answer hyung, i want to move on from  you" 

"i'm sorry, i"

"hyung just an answer, be honest. i just want the truth. did you love me or not?"

"i did, won. i did. but i also love him. i fell in love with him while i was in love with you. i did not want that too, trust me i did not intend to fool you. that is why i immediately broke up with you. that's then i realized that i was only infatuated with you won, i i know it sound like an excuse but. i did not want to be unfair to still continue being in a relationship with you where i no longer feel the same towards you. you deserve better wonwoo-ah"

"..." i smiled bitterly, once again i was not enough

"i'm really sorry"

"it-its okay, but can i ask you a favor?"

"yes, anything" 

"kiss me"

"what?"

"kiss me one last time"

"okay" then he leaned down to capture my lips.

it was not a quick peck but a passionate kiss, i responded to his kisses. not with lust but with every lingering emotion i have for him. throwing them away. cause i need to move on.

when our kiss was broken, i smiled

"thanks minho hyung"

".."

"don't worry i'll be fine. i won't bother you anymore. bye"

"okay--"

"i was a few meters away before i remembered something and decided to just shout it out " choi minho shi, be prepared since i will be working on my next book. mr. auditor"

"yes" i heard him shout from afar.

third person

a man somehow wandered in a certain cafe at a certain time to witness the certain kiss to which he dreaded and regretted to which why out of all place his feet brought him to that certain place. only to have his heart break.

he watch the other person kiss the other man.

he watched it till they break the kiss 

he watch the man, till he left the other

he stood there till the other guy was gone

he stood there, letting his tears fall

he stood there making his self reflect his action

he stood there as he make his self remind him not to act like he own the other man as he was the one who wanted to be with him and not the other way around

he wanted him

now 

he does not know if he will even have the chance to win him back

now that he witnessed that it was not only him

who made wonwoo, smile

that wonwoo too change

that wonwoo too had other relationship

that wonwoo, did not only became his.

but other guys also had him, cuddled him hold him.

and that is another reason why he feel such regret, taking him for granted

now the wonwoo he knew met other guys.

that was not him.