we've been together for years, you've come to me when i'm down..when my world shattered into pieces..you and frost have given to me unexpectedly..seeing both of you brings light to my life..you're just the size of my palm when you were little..just too little..we play together, eat together,stay by my side when i'm down, we even sleep together..i loved you more that anything else..i love you more than loving a true person..i forgot how to love a human, all i see is you and those other adopted puppies..oh actually i have 8 dogs and 8 cats all in all..and now i lost  3 dogs and 2 cats. but it was replaced with 4 puppies and 3 kittens..it brakes my heart seeing each one of the passed away..

this past few weeks you have an attacked i don't know what to do so i rushed you on your veterinarian asap.. you survive and become strong again..you run and play with me again...

but now 27 of april 2018 when i arrived home early in the morning..i saw you lying on the floor,breathing so fast, your heartbeat was racing, i saw my mom giving you some water..i panicked again, and rushed you to the veterinary. minute pass, then hours too.. you're the same like when i  arrived at home this morning..i prayed..leave your life to the Highest..i cried..so much..so down...what will i do if i lose you..can i accept it..baby don't let go now..keep fighting..

after several more hours..i saw you stand and drink some water..ate some food..tears fell down my face,tears of joy, that you recovered.. now your resting..i watched you sleep..i thank Him for not taking you back from me now.. 

right now i'm scared again..how long will you be fine..will you have another attack? when? will i lose you when that happens..i hope not..baby yoo-ri stay strong..stay with me longer..please fight for it..

for now..rest your body..get well..i love you.. all of you...