Please Do Not Read If You Are Not Sure Whether Or Not You Are Comfortable. 

There is a possibility that it may be triggering to some. So please aware before choosing to read.

I wrote this today for Jonghyun in honour of his birthday. I just had this urge to do something for his birthday, so I wrote for him. This is the first story I've written without Taemin anywhere in it. I'm surprised at how everything flowed so well. Part of me thinks I needed to let this out. Although, of course, I'm still in a dark place for many difference reasons. I think this has helped, even if just a little bit. I will warn those who are still having a hard time, not to read this fic. It's not bad but, you never know what could be triggering and I don't want this story to upset anyone. I'm posting it for Jonghyun and for those who would like to read it. I hope those who read this fic enjoy it because I can say that it may be my favorite fic I've written alongside Phantom Thief. I really love how it turned out and it definitely has a special place in my heart already. I love you, Jonghyun. You did well.... Happy Birthday, I'll see you around.