She gazed at the light attempting to reach it, an unattainable light that became their guide when they’re first started. The first sound of different orchestral musical instrument inside of a ballroom was the enchanting reminder of the kiss they shared and wished to last. All the memories came back to her so fast like a shooting star and the feelings she hid for many years gave her the feeling of a monstrous tidal wave. Today seemed like of what had happened yesterday oh how she badly want to be back in the past but then they decided to play the last song. A symbolization that the party is about to end--- What party is this for anyway? She asked but she knows deep down the answer of that resulted for her heart to have a gaped hole wounded that will never heal and now she decided to bound back, tried to make everything right. In just a moment, a line of honorable man came up to stage just to showed their respect and pride as a hero of the nation. A man who is standing upright and about to wear a necklace that can show to people how great soldier he is just then Taeyeon heard the sound of the bell and the voices cheering for these people whom she think as a monster but as the last piece of a piano key to end was the exact time she pulled the gun that has been waiting ages for her command. At the final sound of the musical orchestra was the final sound of a man in a respectable outfit whose body is full of dirt. The sounds of people in panic became completely inaudible for Taeyeon as she took the bullet which aimed to end her life, a frontal lobe gave her a vividly flashback showed like a movie. She remembered every detail of the last time she had seen the love of her life, a room evident of a disastrous scene.