12 Enough
Silent Love (I'm sorry)“Rong-ah!!! Hurry! The painkillers!!!!” Eunji shouted from the room, his arms wrapped tightly around SeungWan, preventing the latter to hurt herself.
“E-Eun. J-Ji… Let. Go!” SeungWan shouted through his gritted teeth. The agonizing pain in his head seems to be killing him. He just wants to end the pain once and for all. The rain outside did not make anything better for him.
The raindrops were like needles; no.
They were nails; no…
They are a pair of hammer and chisels! Every second that passes by, every raindrop that taps on the glass, tortures him even more.
“I won’t! Keep hitting your head would not help at all! You should know it better than anyone!!” Eunji reasoned backs angrily as his Busan accent got mixed with his sentences. He watches SeungWan as he struggles. He wants to help him so much, but the only thing he could do was to restrain him. 5 years of knowing one another, besides knowing his illness, knowing his interest, knowing his background, knowing almost anything and everything about him! He still can’t help him with anything! He is so frustrated thinking just about it. So much for calling SeungWan his buddy, yet he can’t do a thing! Aren’t friends meant to help and support one another to lessen each other burdens?!!
“Rong-ah!!!!” Eunji shouted once again. Frustrated. Not just by himself, but also because of her girlfriend still not appearing in the line of vision of his with the said item. Just then, the said girl appears running into the room with a glass of water and the said medication. She opens the bottle and empties the content but, there was only one pill left. One single white pill…
Regardless, SeungWan still pushes himself away from Eunji and pops it into his mouth knowing that there won’t be any effect. Soon after, he continues to clutch onto his head. Pressing. Hitting the back of his head trying to counter the violent pounding. It wasn’t helping… He knew it deep inside…
5 years passed, every time when the throbbing pain came knocking at the back of his head, he was glad. At least Joohyun wasn’t around, but still, he wants her, but he knows he can’t. Even if Eunji and his girlfriend, ChoRong, was by his side, it stills feels weird. Each time the pain came back worse than before. The dosage he took only gets higher. Eunji persuades him to go for the surgery yet he chose not to. He was afraid. He was scared. He was scared of leaving Joohyun alone in this world. At the bare minimum for now, even if all the things he saw are blurry and shows a monochromatic colour scheme, he still could hear about how things were going on for her. He still can do something for her. He still could protect her. But if he chose to do the sur
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