For How Long?
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People in arranged marriages don't get the privilege of loving their spouse. Because the choice is not theirs.
However, even though people do not expect to love their spouse at first, love is seen as something that develops over time.
Through shared experiences.
Do Kyungsoo and Bae Joohyun is arranged to marry for family sake. Will their love grow over time? Will there even be any love? If so, for how long?
It is just another day.
I take the glass from the nightstand. The thirst is real. I just got a dream, a bad one. I sipped it and realized it's not mineral water. I looked at the nightstand again and looked at the bottle by the cup.
Chivas, 25 years old. Damn, no wonder my head feels so heavy.
The sun rises so brightly it hurts my eyes.
Yeah, nothing's changed. I forgot to close the balcony door. Like I did yesterday.
And the day before that. And the day before that. And last week too.
Wondering, would it have been different if you were still here.
I chuckled. I feel stupid. So small. So vulnerable. So fragile. Like I'm falling into pieces.
It hurts so much to remember again that there is no bottle of mineral water next to me every morning. That I always wake up to an opened balcony.
That I will yet again, see an empty kitchen downstairs. Nope, nothing cooking in the kitchen today.
I won't see that shy smile after pecking my lips before I leave for work. That I come home to an empty house. You know what? It doesn't even feel like home anymore.
And this bed. This bed seems to get bigger than usual. Only loneliness hugging me each night.
That's when the reality hits me hard. Something that I hate to admit, that I don't want to admit;
I miss you. So much. So bad. It hurts.
Will you come home?
Foreword
so i wrote the outline of this story back in for another couple but ended up writing this for kyungrene. this one's going to have quite a few chapters. hope you enjoy it!
warning!: very slow updates
p.s. proud of myself for creating my own poster :)
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