Jongkook couldn’t stop smiling just by seeing his fiancé standing in front of him with a beautiful wedding dress, she looks stunning and it makes his mouth agape with delight

“oppa..stop looking at me like that..” she said shyly. jongkook feels really blissful to have an angel like her standing there looking really shy, he wonders what he has done before to have her in his life. He never can imagine how his life would be if she is gone

“you look really beautiful honey..i am really feel grateful to have such a beautiful fiance like you..” jongkook comes forward and kiss her forehead while she just giggling happily

“oppa..you look so handsome too..i am feel grateful to have you in my life, thank you for always being here with me oppa..i love you..” she stares lovingly at him while smiling beautifully

“I love you too honey..always..” jongkook smiles and kiss her eyes gently, he always love her beautiful eyes especially when she looks at him lovingly, her eyes shining bright just like an angel, the first time he met her, he really thought that he just met an angel

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Finally the wedding ceremony has come to an end, jongkook wait nervously at their hotel room, this is their first night being together in the same room during the night. Although they were dating for 4 years already but they never spend a night together. jongkook always being a gentleman, he didn‘t wanted to force his fiancé to do things that she didn’t allowed to, he loves her so much, he didn’t wanted to disgrace his angel

“oppa..” her voice waking him up, he looks at her beautiful face, she never fails to make him fall in love with her again and again. Her long and black hair still a little bit wet makes her looks ier, all about her is beautiful for him actually, he never feels bore just by looking at her

“oppa..what are you thinking about?” her face blush a little because of him, she feels awkward because of her husband keeps looking at her without blinking

“you are really beautiful honey..i wonder what did I do to have you in my life..i promise you that there is no one can take your place in my heart..i love you honey..” jongkook slowly walks toward his wife and kiss her gently, that night they spend their first night with a passion and love

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2 years later

Jongkook can’t believe what he just heard from the doctor, he needs to choose between his wife and his baby. The doctor just perdict his wife has a cancer and she needs to do the chemotherapy as soon as possible, but this also can harm his baby if she does it. The baby that they have been waiting for 2 years, tears starts falling down from his eyes, he doesn’t know how to talk to his wife, she has been waiting for this baby for such a long time, he still remember how is her smile when she knew that she finally pregnant

Jongkook holds his wife’s hand gently while looking at her sleeping figure, he tries to holding back his tears but he can’t. he startled when he feels a gentle hand caressing his face, the same hand that have been holding him for years

“honey…what’s wrong? Why are you crying? is that something happen?” she ask softly but her voice sound her concern

“it’s nothing honey..how are you? You look tired..” he tries to smiles while caressing her hair

“I am fine oppa..you know..it feels so good…looks like I can feel our baby kicks me gently hahaha…sounds ridiculous right? but I am sure I can feel it oppa..our baby..finally we can be a parent oppa..” she smiles happily which make jongkook’s heart hurts, he doesn’t know how to inform his wife about the news. He doesn’t want to break her heart but he knows he can’t live without her, he can lose anything but her

“oppa..tell me what’s wrong..” the gentle voice starts to wake him up again, he holds his wife’s hand tightly before he could open his mouth

“honey..we..we..we..need..to..to..give..give..” he chocks his voice a little before continuing, “we..need…to..giving up our baby..” he finally says it but he doesn’t dare to look at her face

“wha..what…why..why..oppa..tell me..what happened to my baby..oppa..please..” he hates to see how is her wife looks like right now, she looks hurt and tears hardly falling from her eyes

“honey..honey..please calm down..please..” jongkook tries to hugs her tightly as tears also falling hard from his eyes

“honey..you need to do a chemotherapy…the doctor has diagnose you with a cancer...you need to do that as soon as possible..i..i..don’t want to lose you honey..please..” he shocks when she push him hard

“oppa..leave me…if you want to kill my baby then leave me..i will take a good care of my baby by myself..” she yells loudly, tears falling hard from her eyes, she feels hurt and jongkook hates it

“honey..please..please..listen to me..” he tries to hugs her again but she keeps struggling, “I can’t lose you..” he yells loudly which makes her startled and stop struggling

“i..i..can’t lose you and..i..i don’t want to lose you…the baby..i don’t want it if he or she will take your life away from me…I can