2017

JERK

I was so young

I am still young

But I was so young back then

Your heart was tender

I was immature and I plucked you, a beautiful flower

I was greedy and you wilted in the end

You waited and waited for my honesty

I said I was giving you my honesty

But I didn’t know what honesty was back then

I regret it but let me say this, even that was love

Tears fall when I understand your pain

I call your name when I get smaller in this world

All the times you stood by my side without a word

Finally they touch a part of my heart

I’ll be the bad guy

Because you’re a good woman

I’ll be the bad guy

Because you’re a good woman

My trashy personality

And my worthless looks,

You took it all

I’ve got nothing to say

“Where’d you get the idea for this song?” Mino asks after Hanbin plays the demo for them

“More like, who is the girl?” Jaewon adds teasingly

“There is no girl. Songs don’t have to be about anybody.” Hanbin walks out of the room, slightly flustered.

“I’m getting something to drink” he calls over his shoulder.

He can hear them laughing from the background.

Did I