세븐틴:  The Gravity

 

As the boys received the next instructions, they immediately called their family members one by one.

 

Calling their parents made the boys missed them so much. Who wouldn’t, right? Especially when they’re far away. They’ve been so busy lately, and that made them miss being at home with their family.

 

The boys called their parents first. It’s been a while since they talked to them, and upon hearing their voices, they longed for them more. Sebongs spoke their kindest and gentlest ‘I love you.’ And ‘I miss you’ to their loved ones.

 

They spent almost an hour talking to them without noticing. O well, they have lots to tell. And by the end of their stories, each person they’ve talked to gave them a word or a phrase.

 

As a result, they ended up talking to all of their family members.

 

They could say that Jeonghan really worked hard for his mini game. Especially when he tried to contact those of Minghao and Jun’s family as they couldn’t speak and understand Korean. Anyway, there’s a way if you are really eager to, so Jeonghan was successful in contacting them.

Anyway, Jeonghan left them so emotional that day. Gosh! Some even met them and talked to them personally as they had something to give to them.

 

Seungcheol met his older brother. Joshua met both of his parents in surprise, as they flew back to Korea because they thought the boys need their comfort after learning that Jeonghan was in critical condition. Besides, it’s been a while since they saw their only child. Jun and Minghao, on the other hand, agreed to fly back to China for a short vacation while they don’t have any project as of the moment. Wonwoo met his older brother at a café; Hoshi, Jihoon, Mingyu, DK, Seungkwan, Vernon, and Chan went home to meet their family and to rest as well.

 

-SEUNGCHEOL-

 

It’s been a while since he met his hyung- their eldest. And he’s meeting him with a serious yet loving face. Who would not worry if he’s seeing how sad and exhausted his brother was? He knew that Seungcheol had a lot of things to do, and that he’s into so much pressure, and so, to begin their meeting- first things first.

 

Hyung:

Hey, bro. how’s life going?

(Tapped Seungcheol’s shoulders while waiting at the corner of the street near a restaurant, sitting weary and tired at the edge of his chair.)

 

Seungcheol showed a faint smile.

 

Seungcheol:

Fine, hyung. I’m just tired. But now I can rest.

Thanks!

How are you?

 

Hyung:

Fine.

(He smiled)

I’m here for a little treat you deserve. Where you do you wanna eat? Want beer?

 

Seungcheol:

Sure!

Thanks!

That’s a great treat, hyung. Thank you.

 

They went inside a meat restaurant. Most probably those that are selling samgyupsal in their menu. They ordered their lunch with a beer.

 

Seungcheol:

Good thing you are free today, hyung.

 

Hyung:

Yeah.

How are you? I mean, the real thing.

Your face doesn’t seem okay to me.

 

Seungcheol:

Nah. I’m fine. Except Jeonghan is still not well.

 

His hyung observed how it affected his little brother. He’s updated too, you know. He reads everything that involves his brother. He would even back fire those haters if he had a chance because no one’s gonna mess up with their little brother. Alright?! He may seem a little cold but he cares a lot.

 

So, as hyungnim observed their baby brother; although, he’s all muscular and mature as he sees him, he could feel that he’s not strong enough.

 

Hyung:

Tell me what you feel. I promise it’s only between the two of us.

 

Seungcheol:

(He sighed)

That’s all.

 

Hyung:

Jeonghan…

He’s not going to take all the effort of making this mini game of yours.

I know he’s in bad situation and I feel sorry for him.

Seungcheol-ah… let me get straight to the point.

(He placed his chopsticks down to have a serious talk with his brother.)

Your reaction is not just for a friend who’s only feeling bad for him. It’s another story, Cheol.

You might want to tell me the truth.

 

Seungcheol blushed upon hearing those words from their brother. He never thought his brother might think of that to him. How come? He’s never talked to him about it? Maybe he assumed that from those fan videos saying that they were real. No? The younger was very confused.

 

Of course, he would cover up.

 

Seungcheol:

Eiii, hyung!

What are you talking about? He’s just a friend.

 

The older took his time to look intently at him. While Seungcheol bowed his head to hide his redness and uneasiness.

 

Hyung:

Cheol… no one’s here. I will listen.

Look. I’m not going to judge you, c’mon.

I’m not a traditional person. Its modern now, Cheol. You don’t need to hide, especially from us.

Say it or I’ll say what I know.

 

Seungcheol ultimately froze in state of shock, while thinking of where and how did he come up to that idea.

 

Hyung:

I am giving you time up until I finish this bottle, Cheol.

 

Seungcheol gathered his will power to live again and tried to deny it again.

 

Seungcheol:

Hyung, I think you misunderstood. Our fans might be exaggerating- i-if you get it from there.

 

Hyung:

No. I don’t usually take fans seriously when they’re pairing you to many people, brother.

It’s more than that.

 

The boy became uneasy. He’s freezing hands were immobile at the moment that he couldn’t do anything besides gripping his chopstick.

 

Hyung:

You love him?

(With a firm straight forward question)

 

His brother almost chocked in his own saliva. How the hell did he find out?! It’s the most shocking thing on earth Seungcheol had experience. And to be fair with, his hyung was very open in that kind of relationship… but how?

 

Seugncheol:

H-hyung…

…

 

His hyung returned back to eating, like he did nothing so serious that killed his brother for a sec.

 

Hyung:

What?

Answer me now.

I saw you two.

 

Seungcheol:

What? What did you see?

 

Hyung:

Remember when you texted me the last time before New Year?

You texted me… ‘Hyung, what should I do?’ I called you because I was worried and thought that you needed someone to talk to. But then, you said you’re fine.

I am worried that something had happened. I went to visit your company but you are not there. So I ask your manager instead. He gave me your address. I wanted to surprise you, but… unfortunately, you are the one who surprised me.

 

Seungcheol was into his listening and in a while, things played inside his memory that what if he accidentally called him when he’s drunk and said he loves Jeonghan on the phone. Goodness!!! Or! Or! He accidentally called him while talking to Jeonghan or something.

 

Seungcheol’s brain is shattering into pieces at the moment. While his hyung maintained a calm expression.

 

Hyung:

I saw you two…

(He coughed intentionally to clear his voice as he blushed)

How can I say that here? You know what you did in front of your door last time you had that Olympics.

 

It was the K-I-S-S-I-N-G scene before he went to the Vice President. Shhhh…

 

Then, Seungcheol finally remembered and alas! He died. He lost his soul and may he rest in peace. Just kidding! His heart only skipped a bit.

 

Hyung:

Do you remember?

(Seeing the pale Seungcheol, he assumed he already did remember.)

Good.

Would a friend do that? I mean, just a friend?

 

Seungcheol:

Hyung… that’s –

 

Hyung:

What?

Is he your…

 

Seungcheol:

No! I mean…

But…

(He panicked too much)

 

His older brother sighed.

 

Hyung:

You are not official yet, but you love him.

 

Seungcheol shyly nodded.

 

Hyung:

Then, why did he allow you to do that?

 

Seungcheol:

It’s hard to explain, hyung.

(He’s totally wearing a red face)

 

Hyung:

(All he did was to assume because Seungcheol wasn’t giving any information besides the obvious thing that he loves him more than friends)

That’s complicated, then.

 

Seungcheol:

A little bit of that.

 

Hyung:

You better clean your mess, Cheol. Jeonghan is not a toy.

 

Seungcheol:

Of course not. I- I love him.

(He murmured)

 

Hyung:

Tell me who’s in the competition?

 

Seungcheol:

(He sighed)

I don’t think it’s good for you to know.

 

Hyung:

I think, Chan had told me the truth, since there’s no escape.

I talked to your maknae that time he threw the garbage that late night.

He’s definitely into protecting his hyungs huh?

 

Seungcheol:

What did you talked about?

 

Hyung:

Like how are you guys doing…

And about the thing I saw in the front door.

 

Seungcheol:

How can you ask that?!

(He panicked)

 

Hyung:

He’s there. He saw you both from the window. I saw him sigh and let you two together.

 

Seungcheol was currently cursing himself for being such a reckless lover.

 

Seungcheol:

Then, why do you have to ask me when you know it already?

 

Hyung:

Just to confirm what I confirmed.

Cheol, do you think Jeonghan loves you as much as you do? Or does he have someone he likes but since you are so bold in showing your love to him, he’s getting more confused.

Jeonghan looks restless when he visited me, but he’s wearing a happy face when he’s talking about you guys (seventeen). He’s seriously ill, Seungcheol. I’m afraid that when he approached me to give you something, he’s very weak already.

At first. I thought that he’s only playing with you guys, and I didn’t like him for doing so. Since he’s showing an affection to each of you that people might misunderstood sometimes. Especially when I saw you both that night.

Then, I realized, it’s the other way around.

…

He explained the mechanics of this game.

He spend lots of effort and time to make these. I get what he’s saying though…

(He paused and sighed for a while)

Cheol, if he comes back. It’s okay to love him, but since you entered to that situation, don’t hate him when time comes he had to choose. Alright.

Aigoo! I even scolded him for being so sweet with all of you.

(He sighed in guilt)

I don’t even know why I am supporting this kind of love.

(Maybe seeing those videos of ships fans would make helped him to get ready if that relationship would be possible. Oh, well, don’t judge Choi Hyung because he’s just making sure, no one is hurting his brother in any way. Even if would scan Youtube for that. And stumbling across the ship was just an accident. hehe)

 

Seungcheol:

Why did you do that?!

 

Hyung:

That’s why I am feeling guilty right now. Before your Caratland concert, I called him and apologize. And I told him not to force himself for everyone of you or else he will become more confused. So when he comes back, don’t hate him if he chooses not you, Cheol. It’s your fault you are developing your fantasy with his generosity.

(He sighed once again)

You all need beatings.

Think properly, Cheol. I am here not to go against you, but to advice you.

If you continue doing that kind of relationship… I know that you knew it would be the end of your team’s friendship.

 

Seungcheol:

But we promised-

 

Hyung:

No friendship in love, Cheol. I’m telling you that. So you decide for yourselves. Your love or your friendship?

 

Seungcheol dived into his deepest of his thoughts. On the other hand, his hyung was observing him.

 

Hyung:

You have lots of time to think of it, Cheol. That’s only my opinion.

I hope I help you clear your mind.

Jeonghan is such a sweet person. Given that he prepared this thing for all of you. Tell your Chinaline and your LA boy that their gifts are with me, since he couldn’t give them to their moms personally.

 

Seungcheol:

I will hand it to them.

 

Hyung:

No. I’ll give it to them personally. That’s an instruction, Cheol.

(He giggled)

You are curious enough to open the gifts unintentionally.

I made a promise to Jeonghan. Alright?

That boy…

I’m worried about him.

(He sighed)

I hope he gets better.

 

Seungcheol:

He promised to come back when he fell asleep.

 

Hyung:

Cheol!

(He scolded)

 

The boy was surprised.

 

Hyung:

Don’t force him, alright. If he feels he needs to rest, he will do so.

He’s so tired. Can’t you see?

His voice from the last time…

(He remembered how weak and shaky his voice were)

He’s not in a good condition right now, Cheol. He’s preventing to put himself into comfort because you show him that you need him badly.

(He frowned)

Respect his decision for ones.

Don’t depend on promises. Because promises are not always meant to be.

Promises sometimes makes a person tired and exhausted.

Pull yourself together.

Time for you to respect him.

If he made it, take care of him as much as he’s doing for all of you.

And if he doesn’t, don’t you think it’s easier for him to let go?

 

Seungcheol was deeply offended with what his hyung had said in the end. He end up fighting with him, justifying that Jeonghan was strong enough to meet them because he’s happy with them; however, his hyung defeated him by saying…

 

Hyung:

Not just because you’re making him happy, it doesn’t mean that he’s not getting tired alright! He might want to live with you guys, but do you want him to suffer like that when you said he’s in critical condition, huh?

C’mon Cheol! I thought you’ve matured enough!

(He scolded)

Consider him too.

Have you ever asked him about what he liked? About how would he like to spend his time alone? About how he’s thinking of his future?

The last time I saw Jeonghan crying so hard was when you refused his operation, imma!  If I hadn’t met him inside the hospital, no one would know!

Do you think you can still take good care of him when you dictate him things to do? It’s his life! He should live it the way he wanted. You are fortunate that he’s kind enough for your demands.

 

Seungcheol began to cry as he realized how their relationship does to Jeonghan. Although, their intentions were pure sincerity and love, they wouldn’t notice how tight and tough it could be for their angel.

 

Seungcheol:

I am sorry. I didn’t mean to.

 

Upon seeing how vulnerable Seungcheol was that time, the older offered his embrace and gentle on his brother’s head.

 

Hyung:

It’s alright, not that you’ve already realized.

I’m sorry about my words, but, I am here for all of you.

…

I know you already apologize, but whatever happens, you should accept and think of the consequences.

 

Seungcheol:

Hyung. I love him so much. I’m weak for him. I want to hold him.

The very last time I held him… I was of no use. I let him become weak within my embrace.

I want to see him again. Alive and well. I want to tell him that it’s alright, we are fine. I want to hold him again. I miss him so bad.

(Sobbed)

I know, I’m not learning from my mistakes… I know I’m still selfish… but I cannot think of how things will end. I need a little hope to help me stand strong each day. And the only thing I am holding right now is the promise Jeonghan made to me that very day. Hyung…

(Crying so badly)

I cannot surrender with the promise he gave me. 

 

Seungcheol’s hyung smiled gently although his heart is breaking. He knew exactly how it feels, but he also knew that no man will learn from their mistakes unless it has pierced their heart to the deepest.

 

Hyung:

That’s why he’s making you strong by his little game.

I hope you will treasure each of you more. Not only for Jeonghan but for your members too.

You are their role model, Seungcheol.

Jeonghan says that he’s proud of you and that he can rely on you at all times. I am proud of you.

Your carats even consider you as their leader.

See?

You have a kingdom to lead, Cheol… to be honest. I never thought a simple fandom would turn you into a king, brother.

(He chuckled)

 

Seungcheol:

(Felt better and giggled)

Yeah. And you seemed to know a lot brother.

(He teased)

 

Hyung:

Feeling better now?

 

Seungcheol nodded.

 

Seungcheol:

Mn. Thanks, hyung.

You hurt me but it helped.

You are right. But I’m still scared.

 

Hyung:

If you love him that much. I’m not saying that you must give up on him, but instead, respect one another. Alright?

Weight the situation, Cheol. That’s your main role inside your home.

 

Seungcheol:

Yes hyung.

It made me hungry, hyung.

Can I order for more?

 

Hyung:

I told you, it’s my treat today.

 

Seungcheol:

Alright!

Thanks, hyung.

Saranghae~

(With a cute smile)

 

Hyung:

That fan service won’t affect me, Cheol.

(He smirked)

 

Seungcheol scowled and giggled.

 

Seungcheol:

Fine! Thanks. Treat me to a café after.

Where I first dated Jeonghan. Their coffee and cake are very delicious.

 

Hyung:

You sure are abusing me, huh?

(He smirked)

 

Seungcheol:

Thanks!

(he chuckled)

 

As Seungcheol went home, he’s still worried but somehow it relaxed him talking to his hyung. He soon entered his room and he immediately misses Jeonghan so much as soon as he lie down- given that they all sprayed Jeonghan’s perfume on their pillow sheets. Damn those kids! They have their own perfumes!!! Moreover, the smell also lingered along their hallways and living room too. Who knows when Jeonghan comes back, he have to buy a new one.

 

At the moment, Seungcheol was the only one inside their house. Suddenly, he heard a giggling voice similar with Jeonghan; moreover, a strong scent was suddenly smelled on his right shoulder- as it was Jeonghan’s pillow sometimes. It was frightening- yes. It scared Seungcheol- definitely. That was because as if Jeonghan was there looking at him for a purpose. That was as if Jeonghan was still looking after them in his situation. And it is as if he was trying to comfort him for a reason.

 

Seungcheol held his tears and said as he prayed… “Jeonghan-ah. I will be right here. Don’t worry and entrust me everything while you are away.”

 

Although, he wanted to tell him he was waiting, he couldn’t. Although, he was desperate, he needs to stay calm. And at ease, he put his hands at the back of his head as he looked at the ceiling.

 

And he calmed himself saying “and ya- stop scaring me.”

 

In the end, he thought to himself that those were just a hint of his imagination due to his yearning desire for the person he loves the most.

 

-JOSHUA-

 

He was surprised when his mom and dad called him, asking to fetch them at the airport going to a hotel.

 

The LA boy didn’t believe them at first, but, alright his parents wouldn’t pull such pranks on him knowing that he’s busy.

 

Joshua rode their van as he requested, just for a day and went to the airport. And alas! They were there! Goodness! He was astounded. How come they planned for some kind of surprise like that so sudden?

 

This doesn’t seems right?

 

After a warm hug to his parents, the boy immediately asked.

 

Joshua:

Mom, Dad, you surprised me.

What brings you here?

 

Mom:

We’re just thinking to have a vacation, son. I want to visit our relatives. But of course when we heard the news about Jeonghan from you, we thought you all needed some encouraging. We brought these…

(Showed several presents from LA)

There’s names on it. Distribute it well. Alright.

How’s Jeonghan?

 

Joshua:

No good news yet.

(He became sad)

I miss him already.

 

Dad:

Don’t worry, everything will be fine.

And we thought of visiting you because Jeonghan arranged something for you and for your group. We decided to go here because we knew you can’t and that as your mom said, to have a little vacation.

Would you like to go with us?

 

Joshua:

Yeah. Sure.

 

Mom:

And Joshua, Jeonghan prepared a game for you right?

You will pass a challenge me and your dad arranged for you since we are already here.

(She giggled)

 

Seems like his mom was up to something. Joshua didn’t like the feeling.

 

Joshua:

Mom. I hope it’s not something mischievous.

 

Dad:

You knew your mom. It’s simple. Besides, she’s just like you, son.

So prepare.

 

Joshua:

That seems a threat to me, dad.

(He giggled)

 

Mom:

Nah. Just a little play. You will enjoy it, son.

 

Dad:

I don’t think so.

(He laughed)

 

Be it! As long as his parents are with him, he’s fine; though, he couldn’t help but to think of Jeonghan from time to time.

 

So, Joshua’s challenge started when they arrived at the hotel with all their relatives inside a small hall. The celebration was about their wedding anniversary and they wanted a little gathering for their family. Sweet!

 

And then, they announced that he’d be their wedding singer. His parents were about to renew the vow and their son landed a new job. Wow!

It’s an impromptu. So, he thought of wedding songs immediately; however, as soon as they went to their reception, it turns out that it was really simple and they hired nobody for the program- actually, they were depending on him. Sorry, Young Hong… He became an instant their host and entertainer as well. Joshua was so embarrassed but he’s happy because his parents were happy too.

 

It’s such a nice but tiring day for Joshua; nevertheless, he enjoyed the whole day with his family.

 

His parents invited him to sleep at their hotel and have a dinner together since he passed the challenge, as they promised, they would give Jeonghan’s magic words but was told that he must get the present from Seungcheol’s big bro.

 

Upon receiving the words, he was literally staring at the starry night in the balcony while strumming his Jeonghan no. 2.

 

Joshua:

Thank you for giving me this opportunity, Jeonghan-ah. I hope you are doing fine.

I can’t sleep tonight although I’m tired.

(He sighed)

I can’t sleep because I am thinking of you.

If you are hearing my guitar, I say this is your vitamins so you can get well. But no pressure, alright?

 

Suddenly, the boy cried with his very jolly yet serene strumming.

 

Joshua:

I am missing you, Jeonghan-ah.

I regretted how I wasn’t able to tell you how much I love you.

(He smiled as if he’s crazy while in the middle of sad tears.)

I’m too scared that if my feelings gets pretty serious with you, I will be hurt so hard if you’ve chosen somebody else.

 

The boy kept strumming all night until he finally rest and leaned his chin to his guitar to think of good memories so that he could smile again.

 

One moment, he smelled something like Jeonghan’s perfume. He immediately got up and he didn’t know why but he looked around. While looking around, something cold had touched his hand. Definitely colder than the breeze touching his skin that cold night with a voice. ‘Good night.’

 

But then, same as Cheol, he thought it was just an imagination because he’s thinking of him. Not after he saw a figure holding his hand for a matter of split seconds.

 

Just then, he felt something was wrong.

 

It didn’t calm his heart, in fact, it added some problem in his mind. Something doesn’t feel right. He stood up, got his phone and tried to contact Doctor Eric, but he’s not answering.

 

Joshua bit his lips while holding his heart placing his curved body at the corner of the room praying for Jeonghan’s safety.

 

Minutes took hours and hours seemed years at that corner of the room. It’s like dark abyss pulling him down to hell. His heart was beating fast, and his mind couldn’t just rest. Joshua was then felt death on his veins. He cannot breath properly- his regret does that. He cannot move his body- his anxiety does that. He was crying badly- his love does that.

 

He felt the helplessness and emptiness- the highs and the lows- the hope and failure all at the same time. He was sleeping in a very frightening nightmare and that time, Joshua couldn’t bear to wait and sleep inside the hotel. He decided to come back home and asked his mother that he’s going back.

 

With an uneasy expression, his mom became worried.

 

Mom:

Why? There’s something wrong?

 

Joshua:

I just need to go back home, mom.

(With about to cry eyes)

 

Mom:

(Cupped his cheeks)

Something’s hurting you?

 

Joshua:

Mom… I think… we are losing him.

 

Mom:

(Knowing who could that be, his mom held him tight)

My boy, stay strong.

 

Joshua finally cried in front of his mom. Finally for the first time, she saw his son weak and scared like that of a little child. For the first time Joshua had left them for his own journey, she saw that he needs their love more than anything in the world that night.

 

Joshua:

I heard Jeonghan, mom. I thought it was just my imagination.

But… his scent smelled so real. His voice echoed in my ears.

Mom…

(He was sobbing)

 

Mom:

(She was worried)

Oh god!

 

Joshua:

I can’t stay here doing nothing.

 

Mom:

I understand, son.

I’ll just tell your dad.

Take care. Joshua.

 

Joshua:

Thank you and take care.

 

Mom:

Joshua yah, trust Jeonghan, alright? Don’t fail him because he asked you that favour. I know he will hear your love for him.

(She smiled)

 

-JUN-

 

Jun and Minghao arrived in China safely and parted ways to go to each of their places.

 

Jun:

Take care.

Let’s see each other tonight.

 

Minghao:

Yeah.

Don’t be late.

I will kill you!

(He threatened)

 

Jun:

(He laughed)

Yeah.

You’re so scary.

 

Minghao smiled.

 

Jun went home seeing his baby brother arrived home after his exam in school. He played with him in a short time. With that, his little brother didn’t forget that he had to tell something to him. The boy told him the first word.

 

As his parents went home, both were surprised about their son’s sudden visit. They were happy; though, telling them that he’s there for a limited time made them sad.

 

Jun hates seeing sad faces, so, the jolly kid invited them for a dinner and now that he’s earning, it’s his treat. Wow! A one-day-mature Jun! It surprised his parents but they’re proud of him. For now, time to taste their son’s salary once in a while.

 

They went to a restaurant. Jun was all jolly, but they thought, he was hiding something. Then, they remembered that their member asked them for a favour and opened it up.

 

Dad:

Son, there’s something we should give you.

It’s from your member, Jeonghan.

 

Mom:

He’s such a sweet kid.

By the way, is he alright?

He asked that to give it to you when you contact us. But you ended up visiting us.

(His mom giggled)

 

Jun:

I miss you!

 

They found him sweet, but it’s definitely something bothering him.

 

Dad:

Junhui?

Is there something wrong?

Why a sudden visit?

 

Jun:

Oh, because it’s better to meet you than to call you. Besides, we are not busy these days and I am taking this opportunity to visit you, even if it’s just a day.

I love you mom and dad, and bro.

Sorry I can’t visit often.

 

His parents were worried, but his little brother was cringing. Jun, on the other hand, was forcing his smile.

 

Mom:

Are you sad, son?

 

Dad:

If you have a problem, just tell us.

 

Jun:

No.

Nothing.

It’s just that, Jeonghanie is in the hospital right now and he’s not in a good condition.

 

Mom;

Something happened?

 

Jun:

Yeah.

He’s weak.

 

Their son was truly sad about what happened to their team member and they had to cheer him up because it’s not good for him and for his team to stay gloomy all day.

 

Dad:

You know son, he will fight. He seems strong despite his gentle appearance.

You know that right?

 

Jun nodded.

 

Mom:

Well, let’s eat first, so we can give the word and let’s shop for your team and your company too.

I’d be pleased to send them gifts! And, let’s look for a gift to your friend, huh.

Don’t worry. He’ll be fine. And give your gift to him when he comes back.

 

Jun nodded.

 

Dad:

He looks like he’s someone you adore, Jun.

 

Jun:

He is.

His absence makes me sad.

I miss him so much, dad.

 

Mom:

I can see that he’s really good to you, son.

He’s the one you are paired with right? Because of your movie?

(She giggled, trying to keep the mood lighter)

I’ve watched that again and again.

 

Jun felt embarrassed when his mom revealed that to him.

 

Jun:

Mom! Not here.

It’s so embarrassing.

(He hid himself immediately)

 

Mom:

What are you saying? It’s not like you are being labelled as gay.

 

Dad:

Honey…

(With a tone of telling her to stop. Unfortunately he was nudged at his sides, telling him to just go along)

Son,

(He blushed)

Don’t worry, we are so proud of you.

 

Mom:

You look good together in that film. If only Jeonghan is a girl, you two are compatible with each other!

 

Dad:

Honey, that’s not an encouraging word for him.

(He murmured)

 

Unfortunately, it is. His dad was wrong. Jun smiled and continued eating his meal. It surprised his whole family that it got a big click in his heart. Anyway, what’s important now was Jun’s feelings.

 

Jun:

Really?

Jeonghan is really good looking. And if he’s a girl, I would definitely ask him on a date.

 

His dad was dumbfounded. His brother was confused, while his mom was smiling because Jun was smiling. That’s a mom! Very supportive; even though, it’s kinda absurd.

 

Mom:

I bet too.

We will talk before you go, alright.

 

Dad:

(Realized something)

But if he’s a girl. You have many competition, since he matches your personality.

(He laughed)

I mean he will be obviously sweet, kind and have lots of patience taking care of you, Jun.

(Because he knew how unpredictable and childish Jun sometimes.)

 

Jun:

Yeah. I think so too, dad.

 

Jun has become jolly for some reasons. They shop after their dinner, unfortunately, he had to leave.

 

Before he left, his mom talked to him privately for a moment.

 

Mom:

Jun, its okay to open up to me.

 

Jun bowed his head in shyness.

 

Jun:

About what?

 

Mom:

About Jeonghan?

What is he to you?

 

Jun became so quiet in an instant. He suddenly woke up in reality with those phrases. Suddenly, his happy fairytale was turned into a grim one. Suddenly, his little play of happiness became sadness. Suddenly, a comedy had turned into tragedy.

 

Jun was such a sweet and soft-hearted man. He’s one of the boys who seemed easy to be pleased with, but he’s also the person that gets easily discouraged with.

 

The boy was seen crying with his disheartened feelings. With his head bowed down and his fists all tight, he was definitely in pain in the inside.

 

Mom:

My boy, it pains me seeing you like that.

It’s alright. I’m your mom.

…

(She lifted her son’s chin as she wipes his tears away.)

Honey, tell me what’s bothering you. I am not here to judge you. I’m here to listen.

 

Jun:

(with those comforting words, Jun was encouraged to tell everything to his mom)

He’s- he’s someone I love, mom.

I don’t know how much, but it hurts me this much.

(Jun was clearly sobbing with all the pain from his heart and its terrible to witness.)

I miss him, mom. I miss him so much.

(The boy cried hard in every phrase he let go.)

He’s not waking up.

…

I’m afraid thinking that he’d never return to us.

I still want to see him, to be with him, to make him smile the way he will always remember.

I’m not ready to let him go, mom.

 

A tight embrace was offered to him by his mom.

 

Mom:

He will come back.

He said that this is a mini game for you while he’s away.

He will come back, my boy.

Have faith.

 

Jun nodded while crying.

 

Mom:

Be strong, Jun!

That’s what he needs. Alright?

(Wiped Jun’s tears)

Off you go. You will be late.

 

Jun nodded. And for the sake of giving his mom a relief before they would part ways again, he left a very beautiful yet sad smile.

 

Jun:

Bye mom. I love you.

Thank you.

(He embraced the lady who knew him from the moment he was born.)

I will visit often as I could.

 

Mom:

Sure. We’ll wait.

Good luck! Bring the food we bought.

And don’t eat everything. You share alright.

 

Jun giggled.

 

Jun:

Of course, mom!

Thanks a lot.

I love you soooooooooo much! Tell dad and li’l bro too.

 

-MINGHAO-

 

Before he’d go home, he went to a b-boy stage first to let out his stress through dancing. It’s been a while. He met some friends and talked to them about the things they’ve missed from each other.

 

The next thing he would do was to go to their house. Seeing his mom and dad having a little grill outside their house looked enticing. And somehow, it made him miss them so much.

 

Minghao ran to them for a tight embrace. His parents were surprised; moreover, they even thought it’s someone else- like a stranger who’s gonna hurt them. Fortunately, his dad didn’t thought of stabbing that person with the fork on his hands.

 

Dad:

Hao! You scared us!

I thought you are some bad guy out there!

I almost hurt you with this fork!

(He scolded)

 

Mom:

How have you been, baby?

Why so sudden?

 

Minghao:

(Giggled)

I missed you!

It’s a blessing when I saw you grilling. I miss this!

Mom. Dad. I miss you!

 

Minghao embraced them again.

 

Mom and Dad:

Nice to see you here, our boy!

 

Minghao:

And mom? Dad? Did someone contact you about a word that’s to be given to me?

 

Dad:

Oh yeah!

We have it!

Let’s eat first!

(He rejoiced)

 

Minghao:

Alright!

 

They had dinner with so much talking and yelling and laughing. Minghao missed them so much. He wished the other members were there, especially his Jeonghanie~

 

While eating, their parents noticed he had a ring on his left ring finger.

 

Mom:

Where did you buy that? It’s pretty! It’s the first time I’ve seen you wore one and it looks like a…

Hmmm…

Son, perhaps you married someone?

 

His mom cutely doubted.

 

Minghao:

(He laughed)

I hope it’s true.

It’s just a couple ring. The other one is in Korea.

 

Dad:

Then, you have special someone?

 

Minghao:

Yeah.

(He proudly boasted)

 

Dad:

Introduce her.

 

Minghao:

(He forced a smile)

I can’t. That person needs to choose yet. It’s not me yet.

 

Mom:

I see.

She should choose you, then.

(She giggled)

But of course, you are my most handsome and kindest son.

 

Minghao:

(He chuckled)

Well, it’s up to that person. I hope I have the chance…

That person is really amazing and beautiful.

 

Dad:

She has captured your heart so bad, my son.

I should meet her.

(He chuckled)

 

Minghao:

You should. Maybe someday? I don’t know.

(He giggled sweetly)

And dad, mom? What are the words?

And can you bring me into a souvenir shop? I want to buy things for my friends.

 

Dad:

Sure, son!

Are you going tonight?

 

Minghao:

Unfortunately, yes.

But I will visit you from time to time. If my schedule allows me.

(He smiled)

 

Mom:

Okay!

We’ll be here.

We’ll support you with your dreams.

 

Minghao:

Thanks mom! Thanks dad!

 

Despite being unhappy that time, Minghao didn’t let his parents see his sadness because it would make them worry. So as long as everything was alright between them, and as long as he’s seeing his parents well and proud- he believed it’s the best at the moment, rather than making them weary about his own problem. He knew that he being away was hard enough to bear. What more if they would learn that he’s in terrible pain.

 

Minghao was in tremendous pain hiding all his worries behind his sweetest giggles. For every laugh he makes, the more pain was being inflicted in his vulnerable heart. His worries were making it worse, and now, his desperation was getting him weak.

 

___

 

Time came, Jun and Minghao met at the airport as planned. But it was funny with a one day trip, they got a lot of baggage. They looked like someone who has travelled China for months. Gosh!

 

They have 2 extra large baggages. Of course, enough for their members and staffs. They continued laughing until they have already cheked-in.

 

They were still laughing until they heard a sweet giggle and a soft whisper ‘What are you guys doing? Fools!”

 

The two stopped laughing as they looked at their back. They were even more mesmerized when they both noticed that it sounded like Jeonghan teasing them. The fact that they both heard the same words with the same voice, it terrified them.

They felt a little uneasy; moreover, they wished to fly immediately back to Korea to meet everyone else.

 

 

LONDON

 

Doctor:

Eric! He had a cardiac arrest!

 

Eric:

How’s his heart beat?

 

Nurse:

It’s failing!

 

Eric went to Jeonghan’s room and did whatever he could together with the other doctors.

 

After one attack, another occurred in just a few minutes.

 

Eric:

Jeonghan-ah, you can do this.

You cannot give up now.

C’mon.

 

They immediately attached a defibrillator on his chest and pumped it to sustain the heart bit.

 

Eric:

Jeonghan-ah. Keep fighting!

Please!

 

Nurse:

His heart beat is not doing well, Doc!

 

Eric:

Run us to the surgery room right now!

(He ordered)

 

Doctor:

Eric! Will you plan to perform the surgery with his weak condition?!

He will die!

 

Eric:

We can take chances, Doc. If we leave him like this. He will definitely die.

 

Nurse:

What should we do now?

 

Eric:

Run us to the surgery room, now!

There’s no time!

Call the anaesthesiologist to prepare the anaesthesia. And gather the other doctors! Quick!

 

The sudden rush of the patient to another room made Jeonghan’s parents weak. Meaning their angel was not in a very good condition.

 

Eric:

Jeonghan-ah, keep breathing. You are doing great, kid!

We can do this. I need you to breathe and breathe, alright. Keep breathing please. That’s all I ask.