Summary: The road to the debut of nine members as Stray Kids wasn't easy for anyone. This is a story about our leader and how he felt during the show.

Characters: Chan (mentions of other members of Stray Kids)

Genre: drama, angst, hurtxcomfort

Warnings: grammar, misspelling, expressive language

Disclaimer: I own nothing but my writing style and muse. I include many quotes but I can't credit all of them since sometimes I don't remember the source. Please understand.