12:54 a.m. ( 8 Jan 2018 ) 

 Now again,  suddenly i remember about today's evening with my bestfriend at the park. I give him time for him self. 

Secretly, I watched him from far. Remember about his smile while watching a really good view , i cant help but smiling again. Finally I can see his sincere smile. 

Flashback 5 pm at park 

Seeing him smiling like that really make me happy. At least he can have a real rest after what happened to him. I know sleep cant cure his tiredness. 

Slowly, i leave him alone , fall in his deep thought. 
No where to go. I just walk around. 
After a few minutes, im giving up. Im really tired. 

Looking around and try to find some a good place to rest, theres one part , at a beautiful place, just like in fairytale , Im excitedly running to the direction. Slowly sit and laying on the grass. Open my arm widely and close my eyes. 

This feeling.. 
I feel calm , i feel free like all my problem fly away with the sweet wind. 
I almost swim in my dream and suddely, i can feel someone lay beside me.. 

Yea its him. Someone that i really care about, the most important angel in my life. My childhood friend or more like my very bery bestfriend, laying down and close his eyes like nothing happened. 

Before i can say anything, i can feel his hand hold my hand. Tightly. 
The salty and harsh me disappear. Im soft when it come to this guy. I dont know why. 

 Slowly Lay down beside him without break our hand and close my eyes. Somehow, i feel like the silent tell me everything. Tell us everything. 

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