BTS for me is more than a simple idol group. Even though I have always liked Korean culture yet I was never a big fan of kpop, yes i listened to it and yes i enjoyed some songs but I never learned the names of the artist nor got myself into a fandom. Until one day I discovered BTS, It was a few months after their debut and Since then; It was like a huge storm hit me.. I started listening more and more to their songs .. I even got to learn some by heart. I couldn't spend a day without their voices so I started getting curious about them. Who are they? How old are they ? What do they like and how do they live? I started taking interest at that time they weren't as popular as now.

I found myself watching their bangtan bomb and Every video of them. I found myself laughing with them and crying for them. And i found myself dreaming more and more to meet them. Unfortunatly I live very far away yet this didn't made me give up nor change.

NO Per contra, my passion grew more for the first time in my life I joined a fandom and for the first time I personnally knew what it felt to teased and mocked for loving idols and people around me would usually say "how can you love a celebrity this much when you know he will never notice you?. Or you will may be not even got the chance to ever see them in your life?". Yet i couldn't change that. No, My love for them grew bigger everyday and slowly I got to know people who shared the same love, People who cheriched them as much as I did or even more, And slowly those people became my family.

A Huge FAMILY BY THE WAY.

For me Bangtan are like busy friends who ,even though we can not meet right now, carry me in their heart and I do too. When it's hard for me, I turn some of their songs, Their memes or their bangtan "Run" and I find myself smiling , My mood will get lifted and I am refreshed. Sometimes I feel dumb for laughing over and over about somethings I know by heart but that's their effect on me.

Strange right?

I still remember my first song, my first bangtan bomb, my first laugh with them.The question I usually see in the SNS or hear when fans are talking is who is your bias ? I asked myself that a hundred time but I never could come up with an answer .

why ?

Simply, Because each one of them is special on my heart.

Namjoonie the best leader I have everseen. He is such a cute person yet a manly boy. His advices, his speech, his songs and the words he says, i found myself taking them as advices sometimes. How he take care of each and every members. You can see how much responsability he carry on his shoulder yet you never hear him whine about it. Namjoon for me is the friend, My leader , who i lean on when I need advice. Your music is amazing. Your raps fill me up and I wish i can as wise as you.

Suga just having the same birthday date as you, is an honor. With your tongue technology, i swear you made my heart flutter more than once, You kill me and bring me back to life. Min yoongi the one who seems indifferent yet care the most. The person who don't give a about oanything other thn music but if you touch one of his Beloved ones he will became scarier than a monster, he is straightforward person, sincere and responsible. Some one who dreams big and work hard to achieve his dreams. And You taught me something Yoongi, that no matter how big my dream may seem if you work for it, I will end up getting it. It may take a day, a month, a year or even more yet we should never give up. My soulmate.

Hoseok-ah, My Hobi, you are my hope and the sun on my rainy days. Your smile, your positive attitude and how much you make me happy are things I have always been grateful for towards you. I hate it when I hear people talk badly about you, And If killing was legal I will not hesitate for a second, I really despise them but who cares about what others think ? When you know how much you are handsome and kind, You try to always look happy and you hide everything inside you, I am in no position to give you advice but please leon on us, we are here for you. Ah yeah , let's not forget your dance moves that turn me crazy everytime Thank you for being the hope I need when everything goes wrong ,My Hope.

 

Kim seokijin, Blew me 1 kiss and I will give you 100 back, you know, you have one of the deepest Voice I have got to hear in my life . Always willing to improve and always trying your best to learn. I know you are the world wide handsome man, But they forget to call you the most affectionate man I've encountred in my life.. Being the oldest in the group you took on the role of the Big brother and The eomma and did your best yet I like seeing your childsh behaviour especially, Lately . Keep on being you, keep on blowing kiss, keep on being handsome inside/Outside. And My worldwide handsome man I love you.

Taehyung, My taetae, you are a different kind of person in very enchanting way.. When people call you"strange" I tend to think of you as a unique boy/ An Angel with the deepest voice. You taught me how to be myself and love myself no matter what other say so I will do it as long as you continue singing for me my dear friend cause your voice is my refuge, whenever I see your rectongular perfect smile, I am happier , I am stronger and Especially I know You are still here. My Angel

Jimin ,The handsome, y and stuning man but let's not forget that you also are the shy and quiet person with cutest hands ever. Someone who take care of his hyuns and Dongseang, someone who always try to be perfect. Someone who suffered a lot but kept on going on forward, I always thought perfection didn't exist Until after i saw you and that's when i was sure this word was made for only you. I am not interested in you abs nor your shoulder i don t care if your 18OCm or 17OCm all i care about is how beautiful you can sing , How much your gentle voice blow my mind out and How much your dancing skills make me drown in you . My Cute ChimChim

And last but not Least Jungkookie.. my baby boy, the friend i watched grow before my eyes and the one I care for like a very young brother who make me unsane .. you are intelligent and competitif ,you learn fast .. your voice is amazing and your dancing skills are perfect what else can I say when you are good at everything? . how can i not be proud of such a young brother ? As much as all boys take care of you I know you do the same in your own way so keep doing what you love and enjoy your youthness. Play, Drink, make friends, fall in love and fall out of love, But Continue being My Golden Maknae

 

If one day I got to meet you BTS I will thank you for the life lesson you taught me.

If one day we met i will tell you how much i worked hard to be able to realise my dream of seeing you near.

If one day we got the chance to meet i will do my best to give you back even a little of what you did to me. And until then stay healthy and wait for me i will make sure to come that's my promise for you.

BTS i know it's not always shinny in your life and i know you sometimes struggle maybe even more than others. i know you have dreams you are working hard on and I know when rainyday come you feel depressed and feel pain too. I know you get hurt and you cry, after all you are humans too. So i wanted to tell you that like you made me lean on you when everything is crushing in my life , just know i am hear and i am not alone all ARMYs are here for you. When you feel tired juste rest we will protect you . When you can't move on anymore just stop for a moment we will do it for you. When you can't handle matters properlly and you make mistakes, it's ok we are here to forgive and soon enough we will forget.

Just continue being the amazing people you are. Continue being humble and carefree. You are human and so are we yet together we became special. You are our strength and our pride, you are our friends and our idols, you are our source of inspiration. And as long as you stay Human i will always carry you on my heart, that's what i can promise you.

You have each other, because bangtan for me is 7 different people, 7 different personnality ,7 dreams and 7 humans. I can never imagine bangtan with anyone missing and i am sure you will always be together because you are a family and sometimes there are bonds stronger than blood like the ones you share and the one we share with you.

I know deep down that one day I will wake up with one :

Last MV

Last Era

Last Dance

Last move

Last cry

Last laugh

Last performance

Last award

Last concept

Last theories

Last TOur

Last concert

Last "Army I love you and Thank you "

AND LAST " ANNYONGHASEYO BANGTAN SONYENDANIMIDA"

 

But Please My dear friends wait for me , I want to thank you personnally, A real meeting, A real Face to Face and A real Thank you, I will bow for the artists, the friends, the family, the superstars, The boyfriends and I will say, You tought me a lot. Take care of yourself. I really liked your music a lot and each one of you is a very important person to me so please eat well.

Here is the story of an ARMY from the other part of the globe.

Written By me The SK-DREAMER