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Genre: Marriage AU, Romance, Angst

Length: 53 Chapters

Author: Irinnie

Description as written by author: 

"How can you hate me so much? I didn't mean to ruin your life... I want to regret it all, but at least you're stuck with me. I really just wanted to be happy, was that too much to ask for? I wanted you...I wanted it all."

Why it is good: 

1. Basically my heart was wrenched from chapter 1 all the way till 53, and this angst is so well-planned and well-written the whole thing was just painful. 

2. The second male lead syndrome is strong in this one. Very often I think there is a major deciding flaw in the second male lead to make it very clear in fanfic, but in this story his flaw is exactly what makes him unique and interesting. I like that the decision of who to love is made by the character herself, without downgrading the characters of either male leads. There is no comparable character trait that makes one win over the other in my opinion, it's just about how strong the love is towards that person. That's what makes it so painful and heartfelt.

3. I just reread this last night and my heart basically has a bad tempo now. Literally. Not feeling well at work because of this. :(

4. Character developme