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Concept: ANGST & FLUFF (Slight )

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A Ra: //As I was standing infront of my client house door. Looking at the guy infront of me, standing in his house, with his hand on the door knop. Wearing an oversize white hoodie with matching bottoms. Messy hair and tired looking face. As if he didn’t sleep for days, judge by his dark eye circles around his eyes. Staring at me blankly.//

Jong Hyun: So, what you’re saying is my friend Ren has paid you to be my girlfriend for 2 months?

A Ra: Yes. I’m here to be your or you can call it girlfriend. Only holding hands and hugs are allowed. Anything more than that is forbidden, and the contract will be cancelled. Not to mention you might be in the black list and you have to pay for a penalty fee.

Jong Hyun: Well, I’m sorry but I don’t need your service.

A Ra: But Ren has paid me to be here. I can’t go back to my company. I have to at least have a reason for it.

Jong Hyun: Just tell your company that I don’t need your service and they have made a mistake. But they could keep the money. So, your job is done now. You’re free to go. //Trying to close the door on me. But my reflexes were faster than him. I grab the door preventing it from closing.//

A Ra: I’m sorry, but is there something wrong with me? I could change? //Desperately pleading him. Because if I go back like that, I would definitely be scolded for not being able to keep my clients.//

Jong Hyun: Nothing is wrong. I just do not need a girlfriend, and I’m perfectly fine. I’m too busy anyway.

A Ra: Ehmmm, you could tell me your schedules. I can cooperate with it. We can work it out. I just can’t go back like this.

Jong Hyun: I don’t have a schedule. I’m working everyday 24/7 and I don’t step out of my house at all. So, if you could please leave. I have a date line to meet.

A Ra: //I manage to slip in to his house before he could close the door on me again.// I’ll won’t be a burden to you. I could just be here helping you clean up your house. It looks like you need to anyway. And I could cook you something else to eat.

Jong Hyun: I could hire a maid if I need it. So, would you please.. //Pushing me out of his door.//

A Ra: //Before he even gets to push me completely out of his house. I sprung around and hold a fistful of his shirt. Giving him the best puppy dog eyes I could ever made.// Please, I can’t go. I’ll get scolded really badly. I need this job, I need to survive. Please…..

Jong Hyun: Sigh. Fine. But be quiet. //Sighing in defeat. He closes the door behind me, getting to the middle of the living room. Where his lap top was and started typing away.//

//Sounds of typing begin to filled the air. It was awkwardly silent, but I have to brace it. Because I couldn’t just go back and get fired from my job. I need it. I’m living off pay check by pay check. But what gets me through my expense was actually the tips the client gives to me. Hence, I have to brace it. I started cleaning up the house first, trying to be as quiet as I can. Cleaning up empty soda cans and bottles lying all around, with delivery foods and instant noodles. I can definitely tell he was living of all these junk foods. After what feels like forever cleaning out all the trash and floor.

I wanted to cook him things to eat, but as I expected there was nothing except for instant noodles lying around. Hence, I hesitated, scared to be kick out. I slowly approach him from the back. He doesn’t seem like he notices me as I sat myself down next to him. Looking at what he was typing, I could tell it was a script. More like a romance script. His author name was Jr. I didn’t notice that he started taking notice of me looking at his script until I was snap out of my thoughts by him//

Jong Hyun: Ahemm? Do you mind?

A Ra: //Startled, I immediately apologize fanatically. Scared to be kicked out.// I’m sorry! Sorry! I didn’t mean to! I’m sorry!

Jong Hyun: //Startled by my reaction.// Relax. I’m not kicking you out. I get it. If I kick you out you’re going to be fired. You don’t have to be that scared.

A Ra: Sorryy…. I was just startled.

Jong Hyun: I get it. But is there anything you need?

A Ra: Ahh… I was thinking of cooking for you. But there was nothing in your fridge.

Jong Hyun: It’s alright I could always call delivery.

A Ra: But I really want to…

Jong Hyun: //Getting up from his position. He got in to his room in search of something. And got back right away.// Here’s my card. There is a grocery shop down the road. Call me when you’re done, I’ll help you with it.

A Ra: Okay. But I don’t have your number.

Jong Hyun: //Taking my phone inserting his contact.// Here. Be careful.

A Ra: Sure! //Getting out of the door to the lift down the flat. I looked at his contact. (So, his name is Jong Hyun. That’s a nice name. He doesn't seems like a bad guy) humming when getting across the street. Deciding that I would do my job well and so he won’t kick me out. After getting all the grocery, I walked back to the apartment by myself. Not wanting to disturb him, as he was probably busy writing his script. I knock on his door to get him to open the door. As he opened the door he took all the grocery from me as he could tell that I was struggling to hold it. Walking to the kitchen placing it all on the table top for me.//

Jong Hyun: Why didn’t you call me?

A Ra: Ahh.. I didn’t want to disturb you. Thanks anyway. Dinner should be ready in an hour.

Jong Hyun: Alright, call me when it’s done. //Walking back to his spot infront of the screen he begin typing away .//

A Ra: //I cooked up some kimchi stew with bulgogi. Well, who doesn’t like some hot soup and meat anyways. When it was done I called him. Both of you were sitting on his dinning table eating the food. I looked at him as he took the first bite of meat and soup.// So…. How is it?

Jong Hyun: It’s nice.

A Ra: //I sigh in relief, not knowing I was holding my breathe before.// I’m glad you liked it.

Jong Hyun: You know, you don’t have to try so hard. Just be yourself. You don’t always have to be on guard. I won’t kick you out.

A Ra: //Stunned by his words. Because I didn’t expect that. No client of mine told me to be myself before. What do you expect, I’m an to them. They always have a specific type of or roles I need to play. And ‘Being yourself’ wasn’t one as I can tell.  So it took me by surprise.// Be myself?

Jong Hyun: Ya, just be yourself.

A Ra: Ohh, if you want me to. I could try.

Jong Hyun: Wait, how long have you not ‘be yourself’.

A Ra: Ehmm… Since I started? 3 years now. I don’t really know what is the real me anymore.

Jong Hyun: Well, just do whatever you feel like doing. Just don’t force out emotion you don’t really mean. Just be genuine.

A Ra: Alright I’ll try.

//This got on for about a month. Me going to his house everyday cleaning up cooking for him. If I didn’t have anything to do I would stay beside him, looking at him writing his script. And we would talk over our meals and get to know each other more. I guess this is genuine. I was expressing genuine feelings I felt after so long. That I thought I have come to forgot. Thanks to him, I was being myself. Enjoying his company more each day, not really knowing if he did though. But I did follow what he asked me to do, ‘to be myself’. Days flew by fast and it was already 1 month in.//

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Jong Hyun: Yes! Finally! I’m done! //As he types his last words in and pressed the send button.//

A Ra: Great! You can finally get a good sleep now without getting scared awake by your date lines even in your dreams.

Jong Hyun: Hey! That wasn’t very nice.

A Ra: Hahaha, I was just saying.

Jong Hyun: Wanna go out?

A Ra: Woah! Jong Hyun? The Jr finally wants to go out. As in step out of his house?

Jong Hyun: //Rolling his eyes at me//

A Ra: Hahaha it’s fun teasing you. But sure. Where do you want to go?

Jong Hyun: A vanilla latte would be great now.

A Ra: Sure, let’s go!

//Walking into the nearby café getting drinks of our choice. Sitting down, enjoying the atmosphere around us. Telling each other everything and anything as usually. It’s funny how we don’t run out of topics to talk about.//

Jong Hyun: Since, it’s still early. Wanna go to the arcade nearby? Then to the movies? It’s been a long time since I saw a movie outside.

A Ra: Let’s go! //We walked out of the café, walking side by side. As we were walking, the back of our hands was brushing each other. Until, he slips his hand infront of mine grabbing it. While he intertwines his fingers into mine. I look at him in shocked, trying to calm my beating heart. But what he said after he saw my expression took me back to reality. Back to the cold hard truth of why I was here in the first place. That I almost forgotten.//

Jong Hyun: Ahhh!! Ehmm I can do this right? It’s stated in the contract.

A Ra: //Swallowing hard. Trying to ignore the bitter feeling I have in me.// Ah.. ya. It is.

Jong Hyun: Let’s go then. //Smiling at me with his innocent pure eyes.//

A Ra: Ya, we should. (What were you thinking A Ra. You’re just an . Have you forgotten that you’re paid to be here? You’re supposed to be professional in your work. What are you doing now thinking it was a real date and all. Liking the feeling he gave you? It’s all going to end in a month time. Give it up A Ra. You can’t fall in love. You can never do that.)

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*Few days later*

Jong Hyun: This is nice. I’m glad we decided to come out.

//We decided to stargaze, in an open field park near his house. Lying down on the mat he had laid out. I was lying on his shoulder that was over my head. While both of our free hand intertwines with each other. Looking at the view above both of us.//

A Ra: It’s nice. But it’s a little chilly here.

Jong Hyun: //Without contemplating, he took my hands that were intertwines to his, to his lips. Blowing hot air out. Intending to give those cold hands of mine some heat. After that he lets it go. Making my hand feel cold again with his loss of touch. But instead he rolled over facing me. Tugging on my hands putting it on his waist inside his coat. While he puts his on my waist as well. Both of us lay there look at each other. Taking up each other’s feature, remembering each and every detail of it. Until he spoke again.// So, how many day is left?

A Ra: 20

Jong Hyun: Okay.

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*The next day*

*Knock Knock*

//Knocking on his door but he didn’t respond. So, I let myself in instead. I got in the house and saw him standing in the middle of his room. I walked up to him until I saw that he was on the phone. And saying somethings that made me froze on my spot.//

Jong Hyun: I still hate you for sending her over. What do you mean if we did anything yet. Of cause not. What did you think of me as. And she is just an , the contract won’t allow me to. Ren, you’re annoying. All of this won’t happen if you didn’t send her here. I’m done talking to you. //He ended the call turning back, finding me there. Shocked he didn’t know what to say.//

A Ra: //Truthfully, I felt hurt. Even though I know I’m not supposed to. It was my job. I shouldn’t have felt hurt. But those words coming out of him, I realised that I fell for him deep. But I manage to keep your composure. And spoke first.//

Well, it’s easy for you to end the contract you know.

//Walking up to him that was still shocked. I cupped his face with both of my hands. Lifting the back of my feet up to reach to his face. Capturing his lips to mine. Giving him a firm and passionate kiss. After pulling apart I finally said those words. Words that, he wanted all along.//

Goodbye Jong Hyun.

//Giving him a small smile. Turning my back to him, leaving his apartment. Tears started pilling up in my eyes as I left his apartment. While memories of me and him flood back to me. My chest was tightening with every memory I recalled. The journey back home felt like forever. And my feet felt heavier with every step I took, taking me further away from his apartment. While convincing myself that I did good. I gave him what he wanted all along, freedom. And I was not a burden to him anymore.//

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//I lost my job. Of cause, I did, I already knew after I left his place for good. I came in to the company the next day. Telling them that I broke the contract. I kiss the client, I fell in love. The 2 biggest mistake I could ever do while I’m on my job. I was prepared to lose my job. But I decided it was okay. My pay check could last me another month, before I get a new one.

It has only been a week since I got fired. And I had just been staying in my house the whole day. Telling and convincing myself that I would get over him eventually. Even though I know that I can’t, because his face just pops up in my mind every second. Trying to get these feelings out of my mind, I lie on my bed intending to go to sleep again. Even thought, it’s 1 in the afternoon and I just got up from my sleep. I was just lying on my bed, drifting to sleep. But it was only about 5 minutes in, until I heard my doorbell rang.

I got up with my half opened and half-closed eyes walking to the door opening it. As I opened, and lift up my head to the person standing infront of my door. My eyes widened in shocked, not believing the figure infront of me. He pushed the door wider, so he could get in. As he entered, he enveloped me in a tight hug. Making me even more shocked then I was before. Struggling to get out of his embrace, I finally spoke.//

A Ra: What are you doing here? Our contract ended. You shouldn’t be here.

Jong Hyun: Do you know how long it took me to find you.

//As he was saying those words I can hear he was panting. I finally realised his breathing was faster than usual. As his panting body was on mine. As if he ran here to me. But I shake that thought out of my mind. I tried to struggle out of his embrace again. It finally made him let go of me. I was having a mixed feeling about the loss of touch. Until he smashed his lips to mine. Making me more shocked then I already was. He pulled out after awhile.//

Jong Hyun: I missed you…

A Ra: //I didn’t know if I was happy or sad about it. Because I can’t fully understand how he feels. Why he was here.// You do know that our contract has ended right?

Jong Hyun: THE CONTRACT! I DON’T NEED IT! I’M GLAD IT WAS CANCEL! I LOVE YOU!

//Smashing his lips to mine again. But this time, I gave in to him. I kiss him back. Even though I have no idea what was going on. Capturing his lips to mine fully and eagerly. He carry me up to him, walking back to the door closing it, then walking to my bed room. Not breaking the kiss for even a second. He threw me down on to my own bed, towering on top of me. Looking at each other eyes, filled with lust and love.//

Jong Hyun: You misunderstood the conversation I had with Ren. I was telling him how I fell in love with you. And I couldn’t hold and kiss you like I wanted to because of the contract. I didn’t want it to end. Thus, I have to endure it. He was laughing at me, so I blame it on him for sending you to me. But in actual fact I was thankful he did.

A Ra: Jong Hyun…..

Jong Hyun: I love you. I really do.

A Ra: I love you too!

Jong Hyun: So, I don’t have to rent you, again right? To be my girlfriend.

A Ra: I’m already yours.

Jong Hyun: Great. Oh and Hey! I started on a new script. And guess what, I finally knew what to write for the ending.

//Smashing his lips roughly to mine again.//

 

-The End-

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