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forgive and forget
A/N: warning long chapter ahead heheh (its mostly text messages :) enjoy~)
Jihoon's POV (Third Person)
Jihoon was currently doing his homework when his phone vibrated, indicating that he received a message.
You received one text message from "soonie".
Jihoon rolled his eyes. He had enough of the older. He decided to just ignore the text message and
It wasnt even after a few minutes, his phone was vibrating again amd flashes of notification was popping up on his phone.
Jihoon huffed and decided to just send him a text saying he's busy. He opened his phone and was not surprised to see Soonyoung was indeed spamming him.
10:10pm
soonie : jihoon
soonie: jihoon
soonie: lee
soonie: hey hoon
soonie: jihoooon
soonie: hey jihoon answer me
soonie: this is rlly important!!
soonie: hooniee~
soonie: jihoonie~
soonie: fairy-ssi?? where are you?
soonie: is hoonie ignoring his soonie? :((
jihoon: ew. why are you calling me cute nickname.
soonie: HOONIE!! Finally~
jihoon: what do you want, kwon. im trying to do my hw and ur annoying is spamming me like its the end of the world.
soonie: aw how feisty.
soonie: anyways, i was just bored so i decided to text you :)
jihoon: -.-
soonie: im just gonna pretend that u r happy with texting me
jihoon: k
seen 10:35pm
soonie: let's play a game!
jihoon: what game
soonie: so you're playing?! Yes!
jihoon: yes but hurry up i want to sleep.
soonie: i thought you're doing your hw?
jihoon: i was but it was rudely interrupted by an idiot.
soonie: let's play truth and truth!
jihoon: what.
jihoon: its that just basically truth? why is there an "and" to it. And srsly? Now? Via text?
soonie: yeah, why not. it'll give you more time to think!
jihoon: urgh fine. who goes first?
soonie: hmm
soonie: how about i ask and u answer first.
jihoon: okay shoot.
soonie: okay. truth or truth, jihoon? pick one!!
jihoon: .....
jihoon: truth?
soonie: great choice!!
jihoon: *face palms*
soonie: describe me in 3 words! hehehehe
jihoon: umm...
jihoon: dumb
jihoon: idiot
soonie: HEY! dont be so mean :(
jihoon: im not done yett
jihoon: and... cute, i guess.
soonie: AWWW JIHOONIE JUST CALLED ME CUTE!
jihoon: shut up.
jihoon: its my turn now.
soonie: ok! i pick truth!
jihoon: do u hv a crush?
seen 11:03pm
Jihoon bit his lip. His heart was beating so fast. He didnt know why he asked that but his thumbs just typed that in. He could see those little dots indicating that Soonyoung was typing. Why was he taking so long to answer? Is he gonna make a long cheesy paragraph about some person who he loves dearly and--
soonie: nahh im not looking for a relationship rn
seen 11:05pm
'well there goes my chance' said to himself, sighing.
jihoon: oh.
soonie: me next!
soonie: do you have a crush, hoonie?
jihoon: um yeah. i guess
soonie: OHH TELL ME!
jihoon: soonyoung, no.
soonie: WHAT WHY?! :( Aren't I your best friend :(
jihoon: no.
soonie: PLEASE.
jihoon: no.
soonie: FINE. Let's change the game. Let's play dare or dare. I go first. I dare you to text your crush a "Hi".
jihoon: HEY. THATS NOT FAIR.
soonie: come on hoonie. a dare is a dare.
seen 11:20
jihoon: urgh. fine.
seen 11:25
Jihoon hesitated. One of his thumb was hovering the letter 'H' while the other was hovering 'I'.
He stared at their conversation. Should he do this or no?
Ah. it.
11:35
jihoon: hi.
soonie: SO DID U TEXTED YOUR CRUSH? I NEED SCREENSHOTS.
jihoon: =.=
jihoon: soonyoung are u just dumb or.
soonie: WHAT? DID U OR DID U NOT?
jihoon: I JUST DID U . DIDNT U SEE I TEXTED YOU A "HI"
seen 11:45
soonie: oh HAHAHAHA
soonie: you have a crush on me? cute.
jihoon: yeah i guess. AND im not cute -.-
soonie: for how long?
jihoon: idk i never counted.
soonie: i thought u hated me
jihoon: i never hate you, soonie.
soonie: oh ok.
jihoon: so...
soonie: so...
jihoon: i guess i just made it awkward? haha
soonie: im sorry.
jihoon: for what? not liking me back? or for rejecting me?
soonie: jihoon..
jihoon: i get it. its alright. goodnight kwon.
soonie: jihoon wait.
seen 12:00
soonie: jihoon.
soonie: pls answer me.
soonie: jihoon.
seen 12:26
jihoon: why
jihoon: why does it hurt?
jihoon: why does liking someone hurt so much?
jihoon: no matter how hard i try to forget my feelings about you, i just, cant.
soonie: hoonie,
jihoon: no, soonyoung. forget it. its funny how i thought i had a chance.
seen 12:30
soonie: ....
jihoon: did u even think about it? have you even liked me before? or had a crush on me or smtg? im tired of having to cry every night, not knowing anything, ive liked u for so long, yet you never seem to notice me. ive held it for so long. and now that ive finally confessed, you decided to avoid it.
sent 12:43
seen 01:02
soonie: listen. i, i dont want you to cry. i want to see you smile because your smile is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. i want you to be happy. i want you to wake up with a smile on your face. not tears. not a frown. okay? goodnight jihoon.
sent 01:15
Jihoon slammed his phone shut and tossed his blanket over his head.
He's a crying mess again.
Why is he even doing to himself.
Soonyoung's words made him feel so emotional with mixed feelings. His sort of caring words made his heart flutter but at the same time it made him so upset.
How could one person have this affect on him.
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