Playing EXO 'Universe' ....

"I’ll search the universe
Until I can find you again
I won’t let go, even the smallest memories
Memories engraved in the seasons
They come and go several times
But I will still call out to you..."

Suddenly I feel gloomy when I listen to this song. All the memory when I was with you suddenly appear and make me crying.

I start to regret what I did to you. I start to regret that I let you go back then. That time, I didn't know that you really mean to me. You mean a universe for me.

The day when we were together just passed by without any beautiful memories. You might be act like a real men just for me, but I was fool and I didn't know it.

Every little things that you did before, I don't remember right now. I was too fool back then so i didn't notice that.

And now I don't have any special memories to be remembered.

I regret, I'm sorry

You who mean a universe for me, where are you now?

Are you happy? Do you find another me but in the more beautiful soul? 

Do you find a better version of me? Or sadly you have forgot about me?

I'm not expecting too much about your memory right now, cause I don't have much memories with you

I just remember some memories, but it doesn't look clear. Sometime you appear in my memory with a beautiful smile

But in other time, you appear with a sad face. May be, you were sad cause I could not know your love. Poor me

 

For you who mean a universe for me, I wanna look for you again

not in this real world, I will look for you in my memory

I wish I can find something special about you and me

Eventho we didn't do anything back then, at least I can remember you as a part of my memory

 

One day when we meant to meet again, I wish I can tell a story about what we used to do in the past

So I can keep talking to you. So I can keep close to you. 

Eventho your feeling may be has changed that time, I'm pretty sure that I still remember the love in your eyes

I'm trembling while writing these words, cause I think I'm still loving you.

My heart is shaking while writing these words, cause yeah you're still mean a universe for me and I just know it

 

Without I know it, sometimes my heart still calls out your name wishing we can go back and fix anything that I ruined.

Without I know it, my hearts still wishes you to come and make sure I know your love.

I know it's too late, but I will always pray for that day. The day you come and make sure I know all of your love.

 

I'm sorry cause I just know that you're really mean to me

You are a little universe that controls my whole world

My world is shaking when I know you go

 

I don't know where you are, but the prayers that I calls out to God, I wish you can hear it.

If one day I can meet you again, I'll make sure to understand all the things you try to tell me.

Thank you for everything, my universe

Be with you back then is a good memory eventho I can't remember much, but I loved it.

I loved the time, the feeling when I was with you.

 

See you my universe, in other time. Hope you don't change your love, cause I don't.