well, it's been a few days of this news, but i guess i really needed to let it out. honestly though, i actually had this piece sitting on my computer for about a year, but never really wanted to post it until i had something more. i was actually going to do a full chaptered story with this, but nothing ever came to mind to actually full write it. then just a few hours ago i happened to click on this and while reading... i just felt like it was fitting for this situation and thought it could at least eased my pain and heartache and knowing that life is life. this is just me, so i can't say for everyone else and even Jonghyun himself, but i was going to end this with the strong hope, but i prefer how i ended it instead. that bit is actually new while the others were from earlier this year and a year ago. although you can think about other things, but Jonghyun really came to mind when i read this again and maybe why i'm sharing it now because it just came to be. anyways, he's at rest and i just wish for all of you out there to continue to live on and just know that he's no longer suffering and life does go on. take care everyone or anyone who reads this. this is just my thing to ease me once again. also the quote on the post is from a Jonghyun's fansite that's been with him since debut i believe. the other quote about the star is from a news article, i think and then the sentence below that is my own that i wrote on my own account.

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