I'm writing this as a sense of closure for myself, though I'm not sure how much it will help.
I remember watching the ring ding dong music video and noticing you because of your amazing hair but soon I was stunned by your vocals and pure talent. That day I became a shawol. As time went forth I loved watching you grow and develop but also worried at how you were wearing away. You always tried your best to be happy for you family, friends and fans but you couldn't show how you were really feeling. Your music has always been a great aid to me as it often soothed me but now I know even in 10, 15 years whenever I hear your melodic voice there will be an ache in my heart.
I wish people payed closer attention to you and tried harder to help you even if the outcome wouldn't have changed. I'm being selfish in wanting you to still be alive as I know you are somewhere without pain where you can be free from the pressures of this world, finally finding true happiness.
I'm not only sadden myself but also sad for your family and your fellow SHINee members, I can't begin to comphrened the grief they must be stricken with.

Despite this sadness I also know how brave and strong you were to bare with this pain for so long. You kept going and helped many of us get over out problems through your healing music. Even in your death you are still helping people across the world.

Today the world banded together to show you our love and support. I can't say how long it will last because time will move forward and people are bound to move on due to the current hectic climate we live in. But there will still be thousands upon thousands of people who will never forget you as a piece of you will always be in their heart through the legendary path you created.

Even now as I write this I don't feel a wave of closure wash over me (I wasn't really expecting to) but now I'm looking up at my giant wall sized Jonghyun poster and thanking you for giving us your all and for fighting a fight that most people wouldn't. I know you can't hear me amongst all the other prayers and thanks you must be receiving but the sadness dulls knowing that so many people care about you and how that must make you feel, where ever you are.

Finally Jonghyun thank you for giving and sharing your talent with us. You sacrificed a lot for your career and it was not in vain. You achieved great heights and were a great comforter in my times of need. You have lulled me, made me laugh, cry, sing, dance and believe. You're an inspiration to people all around the global and your footprint will never be forgotten.
They say people due twice, once when they actually die and the other when people forget them. I am comforter knowing you will never have a second death because you will never be forgotten.