Mother Of A Shawol
A Farewell
I am a mother of a SHINee Shawol. There was never a day that she will not open her account to view the latest about SHINee. Since she's always bragging me their talents, I decided to search about SHINee members profile. I even watched their mvs'. Soon i am fangirling with the boys, too.
Then, December 18, 2017, shocked the world with the death of KIM JONG HYUN. I was on my way home and it was my daughter who broke the news to me... She was crying so hard. She can't hardly relay the news to me... all I remember her telling me was... "Ma, have you heard the news, please come home," I decided to open my phone then notifications flooded.
Even though I haven't seen them in person, it seems like I knew them well... I felt like I also lost a dear son. Jong Hyun's so sweet to his mom. I saw how my daughter struggled to cope up. We even went to his memorial service to give him our last respect.
I feel sorry for his death... just like any other mom do. I can't imagine how his mom will able to cope up knowing his son will never be home again. His sister Sodam will forever be feeling guilty of not be able to save his brother. Key, Taemin, Minho and Onew will forever be missing the spot where Jong always stay.. The whole music industry lost one of it's greatest talent.. SHINee Shawols lost someone and forever be missing him.
How I wish Jong will be born again but this time with a strong will and determination to face all those detractors and haters.
I would like to express my opinion to those haters out there.
Just because you are not happy doesn't mean you are free to make someone's life miserable. Grow up and face your enemy. Don't throw your anger on innocent people. Have fear in God.
And lastly, Jonghyun, we don't know each other personally but I considered you my son. God gave you so much talent to share the world, what happened? Did you get tired already? Sorry for not noticing your pain. All the while your laughter seemed so real that we even laughed with you. All the comic acts you did were great that we thought you are okay... Now you can rest well, you may have all the sleep you were deprived of. Today marked your 40th day of death.... I'm offering you my prayers...
You did very well KIM JONG HYUN.... Have a safe travel ... till we meet again.
We love you....
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