Depression is not a joke, many people took lightly over this matter. i said this because a few years ago i was having a mental breakdown and led to a depression and caused me doing a self harm. i didn't eat just to make myself feeling better, it was because of my boyfriend (now ex boyfriend)kept telling me stupid and useless just because of small matter, i loved him very much at that time (i was stupid, i know, love blinded me) i kept telling myself if i fell sick (terribly ill) he will care for me and take care of me more, and i also hit my fists to the wall to make them bleed and bruised ( i loved the way it hurts, it was satisfying and addicting, i love the color of blood on my fists at that time).
suddenly i snapped, this is all wrong, then i stop doing that slowly and breaking up with that m*******a.

i cried so hard yesterday watching jonghyun's funeral, i love all of kpop artists, and jonghyun is one of them, and knowing his cause of death was depression was like a wake up call to all people in south korea and the world that don't take a depression case too lightly because it could took someone's life, including mine at that time.

and if any of you have the same problem or any problem, you all can dm me, and we can talk personally about this. your life is so precious, there are a lot of people who loves you.
hey guys, i don't know about you all, we have never met, but i love you all. you are beautiful as a human being, you are deserves to be happy.