Kim Jong Hyun,

Shinee was one of my first kpop boy groups. When I listened to your songs, there was always something were satisfying about it. Something very wonderful... just happiness. When I think about never listening to your voice again, I feel empty. I was never your guys biggest fan, but I supported you, because I simply liked your music. To think that you did that, because you were disappointed in yourself - I would never think that way. I was always proud of you. Even though I wasn't a fan.

Even though I wasn't a shawol.

Even though I don't know you.

Just by watching you through the little screen of my computer tells me, that you were an amazing human being. Someone, who deserved to be loved and gave love to other people. Someone, who gave happiness, and someone who should receive happiness. Someone, who gives that pleasant vibe, someone who you just look at and smile. Someone, we all couldn't protect from the darkness inside themselves.

Someone, everybody loved and everybody lost.

Someone, who was so kind, so beautiful that the whole world fell in utter despair when the news spread.

That someone is you, Jong Hyun.

And that someone will always be you.

Rest in peace now, you did well

Eileen Ha