You Fought It As Much As You Could
A Farewell
I wish I could write for you in another situation, but, since it's not possible anymore, let's do it. I'm not even sure to what I should say, but here it is:
Jonghyun, you didn't do good, you were amazing. Depression is scary, you fought it as much as you could, you were always suffering behind those sweet smiles you gave to all of us. I've know that your depression was really, really bad for a long time now. Unfortunately, all I could do was keep listening to you asking for help through your music and posts on instagram and did nothing to help. You, together with the members from SHINee, saved my life and so many others, but seeing you go so soon hurts so much, it's scary.
Please, wherever you're, don't feel guilty about it, we know you did your best until your last breath, that you're worried about us even when you're not here anymore.
Now that you're an angel, please take good care of JinKi, KiBum, MinHo, TaeMin, your sister and your mom. Right now, even if we're all hurt, I think that they are the ones that need you the most.You were an amazing singer, composer, songwriter and model, but you were an even better person, we didn't deserve all the joy you gave us when you were in the darkness, feeling all alone.I hope that you're happy now, that it doesn't hurt anymore and you can finally Rest in Peace.
Thank you for all your hard work.You were amazing, Jonghyun. I will always love you. We're saying goodbye for now, but this isn't the end. You'll always be with us, we'll keep you alive in ours memories and hearts.
I love you so much... Until We meet again.
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