You're Not Alone

First of all, I would like to thank you, authors-nim and I want you to know that you are appreciated for making this happen. As a longtime Kpop fan (I'm a huge SM stan, btw), my heart goes out to all Shawols and non-Shawols who are grieving for Jonghyun's passing. Do know that you're not alone and you can always drop me a PM, if you want a person to talk to. This below is what I want to dedicate to Jonghyun.   Dear The Most Brightest Star, Kim Jonghyun  Oppa, it's cold, isn't it? The weather is getting colder and I hope that you take a good care of yourself over there. You have worked so hard all along, so you can take your time to rest now. I want you to know that you did really well and you have lived a great life. Kim Jonghyun, thanks for being a part of my amazing teen memory. Thanks for saving me from my darkest period and as a fan, I apologize for unable to do anything and be there for you when you encountered your darkest period. It broke my heart that you sang your heart out, trying to comfort the others when you were the one who needed the most. It's still hard for me to accept that you were gone. It still felt unreal. Remember you used to mention that you looked forwards to your 28-year-old self? Remember how you agreed not to let go of each other? That we should see each other for a very long time? I know that it would be selfish of me to ask you to endure and hold on just a little bit more. I'm sure that you have gone through a really tough time which was why you decided to choose this path. Oppa, are you happy over there? Because if you are, that's all matters. For the short time you have been a part of our life, you have impacted the lives of a lot of people. Kim Jonghyun, thanks for being Kim Jonghyun, the quirky dinosaur. Thanks for being the most kind-hearted and warm person, our Jonghyunnie. You have worked hard and we are all proud of you. Your music and you will be forever be in our heart. We will always love you and 5HINee will always be 5. Rest well and be happy, our Jonghyunnie!! SHINee. Thanks for shining brightly until the end. You will go on

← Previous Chapter Next Chapter →

Comments

You must be logged in to comment

Redofthedawn #1 Aug 7, 2023 07:53:21

I'm aware that it isn't December but I just thought of this post. December will never be easy for a lot of us. I'm more aware of my depression around that time. I just became an adult and the realization that a lot can change has finally hit me. I'm not sure how to feel. People within my family have died or are dying and it seems like the only thing I'm allowed to do is move on. I'm no longer given the luxury of grieving the way I had with Jonghyun. There are so many fond memories that I can go back to with Jjong but for them I only have memories. So much has happened these past few years and while I'm not completely okay I can say there's plenty of room where I've healed.

As year 6 approaches I want my fellow Shawols to know that healing is hardly a linear task. It's okay to not be ready but where you are there's always going to be SHINee.

And Dear Author thank you for keeping this space for all of us.

luv_kero ^{2437 streak} #2 Dec 18, 2022 09:15:11

Thank you for keeping this space for us for so many years <3 This milestone hit me a lot harder than expected, but seeing this brought so much comfort. Miss you to the moon and back, Jonghyun <3

Viola_Ella #3 Dec 18, 2022 03:56:50

Chapter 818: When I saw in newfeed I just realised today is the day. He is a sweet,kind and precious soul. I miss him.

Evelyn_64 #4 Dec 18, 2022 00:55:41

It’s been five years today and just a few days ago I turned 27, the age Jonghyun-ah was when we had to say goodbye to him. I have long since had to “become an adult” and learn what growing up means; yet every year I come back to this little space, and read some of the messages that people wrote for him, and think back to the letter I wrote at 22 and never shared with anyone. I think back to a memory of me looking at the full moon and talking to him for hours, telling him I missed him terribly. We still miss you, friend. I still remember you fondly. I still remember me at 17 dancing to Replay in my room. I’ll always cherish those memories of our Spring.

Author, I hope you have been doing well. Thank you so much for keeping this space running for so long, it brings comfort to some more than you’ll ever know.

OdetteSwan ^{925 streak} #5 Dec 18, 2022 00:11:36

I'm so glad you won the bid. I will start collecting karma points again.
Good work.

OdetteSwan ^{925 streak} #6 Dec 18, 2021 15:31:45

Chapter 818: I just really paid attention to SHINee this August. Yet, when Jonghyun passed away four years ago, I felt sad that another beautiful and caring person chose to leave this place. In fact, I didn't want to listen to any SHINee songs then.
Now, watching SHINee's MVs, I feel like I have accepted what happened and hope that he is really happy now.

Redofthedawn #7 Dec 18, 2021 15:23:33

Time keeps moving on and I wonder why I can't just go back and fix things to when it was so peaceful. So much has happened in the last four years and it feels as though there's only SHINee left to comfort me. Jonghyun for so long I've written my letters to you and I couldn't this year because I couldn't find the strength or will to when I was feeling down. I haven't cried this much since I was a baby. I promised last year that I would tread the new year with caution and that didn't work out so great. There's more I wanna say but I just wish you knew how much I love you. Thank you for being born and sharing your light with the world. Sincerely I love you. 𝑰 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 ❤️

lovelyfeisty #8 Dec 18, 2021 05:29:15

It’s been 4 years now and so it’s hard to believe that you left us, but I still do remember you as SHINee’s Blingbling Angel and as the brightest star that shines in the sky.

I used to feel so lonely after knowing that you left us, that I was listening to Lonely everyday for about a year, but now I just remind myself that you’re still with us, as the bright shining star watching over us from the night sky. ❤️
I will always love you.

wonpokemon #9 Dec 17, 2021 22:21:02

i was InMemoryOfJonghyun!
just thought i'll let you know so you don't add this username again~ =]
anyways, good luck with the add and for all those who come here and are thinking of Jjong and of others and themselves.

aseulmonsta #10 Jul 21, 2021 15:41:11

❤️