Dear Jonghyun,

You were one of my first influences when I started listening to kpop and it's unbelievable how much time has gone by from when I first saw you in Replay and now you're gone. When I first heard the news I didn't believe it. I didn't want to believe that you were gone and it'll like there's a void in me that just doesn't want to accept it. But I know that I'll have to accept it because I can't change that you're gone and in a better place now. I still mourn your death and miss you very much, but in the end, it was your choice and I'll accept that. I'm thankful that you tried to show us your realest side because that genuity and sincereness and kindness is hard to come across. I'm sorry that it had to come out like this and that you hurt so badly. But I'm thankful for you.
I loved your unique voice and your true emotions every time you sang a song. I'm thankful that you were able to bring happiness to the world and the people around you. I'm happy you were able to be apart of SHINee with your brothers, Taemin, Jinki, Minho, and Kibum and look out for them. I'm also grateful that you looked out for people that you didn't even know with your songs and telling us about yourself so that people who felt the same loneliness and fear could know that they weren't alone. Thank you for being as strong as you could and for touching our hearts and leaving us with these beautiful memories.
I still can't believe that its the final day of your funeral and you're really being sent off. After today, we really have to accept that you're gone. But I'll always keep you in my heart because I know that you can never remove the inspiration you built there.
Plus we can't always be greedy, heaven now gets to share your wonderfulness and they just got another angel.
I love you always and thank you for working so hard. A star shining bright for 10 years now a star in the sky.
Thank you for always bringing a smile to my face and giving me hope.
Rest in peace Kim Jonghyun.