Tunnel Song
A FarewellYour song Moon is one of my favorites. I don't know how many times I would just listen to it over and over again. You truly had the voice of an angel.
Last year my sister and a friend went on a road trip to KCON. We drove all the way from the Midwest to New Jersey. White T-shirt was a favorite with all of us. There are four tunnels you drive through on the way and in one of them we were listening to White T-shirt. After that, when we were close to a tunnel, we would find that song and play it. White T-shirt will forever be known as our 'Tunnel song' :'(
You gave the world such beautiful music. I don't know why I saw that people criticized you about your music. You were a fantastic singer and songwriter. You were enough. You were always enough, just the way you were. I'm sorry WE weren't enough, that we didn't show you enough love. Baby, you deserved better :'(
I, too, have struggled with depression for years and kpop saved me. It might seem weird to some to listen to music and not understand what was being said but it relieved me when I was stressed. For 4 1/2 years kpop has brought me through hard, sad times. I am so sad that we couldn't save you as you did for us :'(
Monday, December 18th, 2017 will be another sad day to add to my list. How I wish I could've sent a message or been one of the lucky fans to actually speak to you in person :'( I wish I could've sent you an encouraging message and let you know you weren't alone with this disease. I wish I could've told you that it was NOT your personality that was at fault. I wish you could've found something happy to hang on to as I have. I wish the police would've gotten to you sooner and you'd made it through alive :'( I wish lots of things, but most of all that you were still here :'(
Jonghyun sweetie - I miss you :'( I wish I could turn back time and we weren't so blind to how you were feeling. As they say, hindsight is 20/20 and it is proved true yet again.
At work last night I suddenly thought of the SHINee song 'Tell Me What To Do' that I love. Tell me. Tell me what do I do now? Now that you're gone? :'(
Oh, sweet baby. Do you know that we're the same age? This is so hard to take in and believe. I feel like I'm in a bad dream and I wish it WAS a dream!! Then I could wake up and you'd be here! :'(
I pray you are resting at peace. I love you, sweet Jonghyun <3 You are gone too soon :'(
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