Sad and Lonley
A FarewellJonghyun, I have plenty of words that I want to say to you when we meet but seem like fate doesn't let us meet each other. Even though I am quite upset because, first, why do you choose suicide - but then again I know it is because of the depression and I put away the upset feeling because I know the feeling of depression, I have been there before but luckily my siblings and my friends always were there to pull me out of it and I wish I will be by your side to help you but I didn't know that you are depressed because you seemed so happy. But the truth was that you are sad and lonely.... Jonghyun, it is ok..... right now I hope you have put away all your burdens and taken a good rest there. Jonghyun, the last words that I want to say to you are, you did a good job when you still alive and you have worked hard and I'm sorry because despite all the hints that you have give out, I still didn't realize it and I really wanted to thank you for writing many amazing song that make my heart melt and happy and at the same time sad. Some lyrics really did talk about my life. JONGHYUN!!!! GOOD JOB, YOU HAVE WORK HARD, I'M SORRY, THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU!!!!! On every December 18, right 3 days after my birthday i will always post something about you to remember the day you left the world and went back to God,
you are such an amazing singer, songwriter and always a MEMBER OF SHINEE! Bye Jonghyun, and Rest In Peace.
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