[EXCERPT] Eunhyuk walked into your world and left a permanent mark there. His footsteps on your heart can't be erased.  They simply replaced the ones Sungmin had left before.

But that wasn't possible.  I had thought Sungmin's impact on me to be irremovable; irreplaceable.  They couldn't be wiped out so easily by a man of whom I had never given a second thought.  Eunhyuk couldn't have captured my feelings that easily.  It was beyond impossible.

I didn't know whether or not I simply didn't want it to be true, or if it truly was complete ridiculousness.  I had never imagined myself giving my heart to Eunhyuk.  He was my best friend.  Or...he had been before I took advantage of his one-sided feelings.  I didn't know what he thought of me after I had wounded his heart beyond repair.

I remembered so clearly the way my mood would instantly lift in response to a single smile that crossed the path of Sungmin's lips.  I remembered the energized feeling that would fill up my body whenever he sang.  I remembered how in love I had been with him.  And now, to realize that all those feelings were only memories...it was hard to accept.  I didn't want to forget.  I didn't want to replace my feelings for my first love with Eunhyuk.

At the thought of Eunhyuk's name, my heart skipped a beat.  No.  I didn't want that.  I didn't want to love him.  The only one for me was Sungmin.