Desolate State

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Swish; my ears perked up to the blissful melody the wind created.

Whoosh; my hair glistened with gold as the sun carefully laid its beam on my bronze locks.

 Tap; my flats attentively hit the ground as if it didn't want to hurt it.

I took a look around the familiar path that i've seemed to have memorised all the dents, cracks, and bruises it held. The path where I've been broken into miniscule pieces and made into an adored sculpture. The path where i meant the cause of my death.

I remember it all. I tried to forget but my soul wou't get rid of its creator. I tried, I struggled, I endeavoured...but the memory was a part of me now. It had taken shelter in my body.

 When it chooses to establish Its purpose, My body wasn't in my possession anymore. I was just a carcass floating in the middle of the ocean. I let it mend me. I let it make me into somethig. I let it function me.

That was a mistake. 

It did make my blood rush rapidly through my veins but it also strained and squeezed my happiness from my build- letting me overcome with such an unknown feeling as it dripped slowly; making a sound that now hunts me. It has made permeant scars that now speaks for themselves.

Sometimes at night it caresses me until i fall into a peaceful slumber but other times it shook me with such force, i was unable to fall asleep.

But some how, I allowed it. I granted it permission to break me. I authorized it to let any contentment in my being escape. Because there were those moments where i felt alive. When I breathed in the clean air and replenish the sensation it gave me. Don't get me wrong it hurts, it pains me, It killed any type of pleasure I could come across. but it was the only way I could remeber him. My memories of him...

Foreword

Hello...... this is my first time writing so bare with me. I'm excited to meet people and start my journey on asianfanfics. This is my idea so if im plagiarizing something, please let me know. Also I'm not sure when i'll start posting this story since i have tests coming up, but it won't be long. Please subscribe and I'll try not to disappoint you guys. It takes me long to write as I am a perfectionist. I'll try to make the story as interesting as I can. Anyway thank you if you choose to subscribe!

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