~ Don't Let Me Fall ~    It has been almost two weeks now since my decision to make Jimin mine and I haven't taken one step forward to it since then for the plan lacked one important point; I had no idea how to accomplish making Jimin fall for me. I wouldn't even have an idea if I was still a guy but being a girl made things even more complicated. I already had thought of multiple ways; I could just go for it and ask him out but maybe it's to early for that. Another option was just spending time with him and ask him out one day or wait for him to do so. I could of course just ignore him hoping it would wake his interest in me but I don't think I could stay the course.    Before I got the chance to decide (which I hadn't done anyway) my phone vibrated; one new message in the Bangtan chat.    V Hey, how about we go ice skating tomorrow?  7:46 pm   Ice skating? I never was good at this. Great, so I had to embarrass myself in front of Jimin who probably skated like a young god since he was so athletic.    Hobi  Yay ice skating!  7:49 pm
    Rm  I'm a terrible ice skater but it'll be fun xD 7:52 pm
    You're not the only one Namjoon.   Jin  Yes u r and yes it will ^.^ 7:55 pm   Chim Chim  Great idea Tae!  7:56 pm   Jungkook  Yeah for once ;b 7:57 pm
    V  :D 7:57 pm
    The next massage made me all warm inside and smile cheesily.   Chim Chim  But it'll be no fun without Yoonji :'( R u coming 2?  7:59 pm   Without hesitating I answered, smiling while doing so.   You  Of course  7:59 pm

 

  Chim Chim  Great! :D 8:00 pm   V  3 pm in front of the ice rink? 8:01 pm   Hobi  Fine with me :) 8:02 pm   What did I get myself into?    That's what I asked myself the next day while lining up for ice skates along with Namjoon and Hoseok who were discussing who was the worse skater, Namjoon or me. I however was ignoring them; if they thought I was that bad then accidentally knocking them over wouldn't be much of a surprise, right?   After finally getting my skates and putting them on I stayed on the bench, trying to be as unremarkable as possible so no one would notice here. Unfortunately that was not the case.    "Aren't you joining us Yoonji?" Jimin asked as he approached me slowly, a bit teetering since he walked on blades. I just looked at my hands, shaking my head. "I'm bad at ice skating, I'll probably fall." Jimin sat down beside me, making me face him again. "It doesn't matter if you're not good, we're here for fun." he explained cheeringly. "Besides, I won't let you fall." he continued after a few seconds, blushing and looking to the ground. I'm not sure why, probably because of this whole being-in-love-thing, but my nervousness vanished at this almost completely. I really seemed to trust him. "I depend on you then." Smiling at me he replied: "You  absolutely can do that."    And before I could make up my mind I was dragged to the ice by Jimin, holding onto his arm fiercely, hoping nobody witnessed the scene. "Take my hands." Jimin asked me looking at me softly and being lovestruck I could only do as he said, not baring to look away.  "Okay, I'm going to skate backwards now and pull you with me so practically you will be skating then." he explained encouragely and I nodded. So he could skate backwards... As I told you he would be skating like a young god and then there was me, skating like a three-legged moose but I guess opposites attract.    Totally in thoughts and distracted by Jimin's smile I didn't realize me skating until I felt the cold headwind blowing in my face. Panicking a bit I looked at Jimin help seeking but he only mouthed the words 'I won't let you fall' making me relax again. If one ever got to skate as fast without falling on his (which for me hasn't been the case until now) this surely was enjoyable and with the sight I had (Jimin's face) it was nearly perfect. The way his hair blowed in the wind and his small eyes shimmering with joy along with hia from the cold pink turned cheeks and his plumb lips was just stunning, making me dizzy and almost trip over my feet. How could a human being be so perfect? Maybe he really was an angel, that would explain a lot.    "Look who's in love." Hoseok mocked pointing at Jimin and me and making kissing noises while skating past us. That ultimately threw me off track  making me stumble and fall right on top of Jimin who landed right on his and the both of us slided over the icy surface a few meters, me holding onto Jimin as if my life depended on it. Well, it kind of did to be honest. As we finally stood still I opened my eyes which I had been screwing up the past seconds. "Jimin, are you okay?" I yelped worriedly, not caring for my knees hurting from the fall. He too opened his eyes, chuckling a bit. "Yeah, I'm fine, and you?" I nodded. "Yeah, since you practically absorbed the fall." That moment realization hit me; I was still holding onto him and pretty much sat on his lap which it made me blush madly. Jimin must have noticed too since he also turned red, but wasn't saying anything. At the same time Hoseok came by again, laughing hardly. "Guys, that looked like a scene out of an action movie, but right now it's rather a cheesy romance film or something." Okay that's enough, I was going to wipe that laugh off of his face! That purpose I forgot about real quickly again since I didn't bethink I wasn't able to skate on my own so the expectable happened; after raising up to beat the living out of Hoseok for being such a prick I tumbled once again landing on top of Jimin, but this time our faces were even closer than before.    Good gracious!   Not caring that Hoseok would probably laugh even harder at this I stared at the boy beneath me who was just as puzzled as me. This situation reminded me of something... The night at the Halloween party when I kneeled in front of Jimin, almost kissing him. That night we were really close too, only that time I wasn't sitting on his lap. Maybe I could...    "Are you both okay?" Jin made me stop pondering, looking up quickly and nodding energetically along with Jimin. "Y-Yeah, we're fine." I stammered, climbing off of Jimin who took the chance and stood up immediately, pulling me up with him. "Okay, have fun then." he said, winking and then leaving us there.    Oh how I hated my surroundings that moment. Why did they have to interrupt me all the time when I maganed to grow some balls and go for Jimin? Such irony that phrase had for me since mine vanished overnight a few weeks ago. But earnestly, first at that Halloween party, then the day after it when I visited him and now today. Slowly it seemed like fate (in the shape of my so called friends) was against us but that doesn't matter though; I would make Jimin fall for me no matter what, nobody could ever prevent this from happening. Well, of course that's not true, there was still the possibility that no matter how hard I tried I just wasn't his type or that I'll mess up myself but you get the point. When Min Yoongi, or now Yoonji, whatever, set her mind on something she wouldn't rest until she reached her goal and that goal was Park Jimin's heart.   Not knowing how to do that though I somehow managed to get off the ice and sat down on the bench again, watchi